salam namaste everyone. mera naam ruby hai.. aaj main aap sabko apni story sunati hu..
baat 12 decembr 2009 ki hai. jb main 21 saal ki thi. waise to m delhi ko belong krti hu pr pichle 4 saal se ludhiana reh rhi thi. aur wahi ke ek colg se graduation kr rhi thi. main vacation me delhi aai hui thi. apni sabhi friends se milne jati thi. uss din yaani 12 decembr ko mai apni ek friend sonam ke colg gyi jamia.. mujhe kuch notes ki zrurt thi. meri help krne k liye sonam ne mujhe apne ek friend Aamir ka numbr dia jinke paas wo notes the.. unhone mujhe kuch notes mail kr diye pr kuch arrange krne me time lg rha tha.. 2 din isi silsile me humari norml baate hui. 14 ko mai ludhiana waps aa gyi. fir bhi hum msgs pe baate krte the.. unse baat krke pta chla wo basically gorakhpur se hain. delhi me sirf pdhai krte hain. 16 decembr ko sham ko unka yahoo messanger pe msg aaya- "ruby pta nhi mjhe kya ho gya hai. main koi bura ladka nhi hu na hi kbhi kisi ldki se iss tarah baat ki h pehle. pr jbse aapse mila hu kuch bhi kaam me mann nhi lg rha aur aisa q ho rha h ye bhi samjh nhi aa rha. tumhe ajeeb lg rha hoga ye sab qk na tumne mujhe kbhi dekha h na maine tumko kbhi dekha h.. pr jb bhi ye msg dekho mjhse baat zrur krna.." ye sab pdhkr main thoda ghbra gyi pr fir bhi mujhe yaad h uss waqt mere face pe smile thi.. kuki jo chiz main nhi samjh pai aamir ne uss msg me mujhe samjha di. usi waqt wo online aa gye. ab mujhe unse baat krne me sharm si aa rhi thi.. ki kya aur kaise baat kru ab. wo bole tumne msg padha.. main boli pdha bhi aur smjha bhi.aapke lie ye kitna mayne rkhta h m nhi jaanti pr mere lie iss sabka mtlb shaadi h.. aur aap plz samjho ye boht zada mushkil hai qk hum dono alag alag religion se hain.. nahi ho paega.. wo bole m jaanta hu. boht mushkil hai.. pr mai kuch bhi krunga qk ab tumse hi shaadi krunga chahe jo ho jae kyuki main tumhe boht chahta hu.. boht pyaar krne lga hu tumhe.. raat bhar mai isi baare me sochti rhi.. unn 5 dino me meri life ekdum change ho gyi.. next day mujhse rha nhi gya aur maine confess kr dia.. I LOVE YOU TOO AAMIR.. wo din humari zindgi ka sabse pyara din tha.. hum dono ek dusre ke ho gye the. uss din ke baad se hum dono ki ghanto ph pe baate hua krti thi.. raat bhar hum baate krte. hum dono ke ghrwalo ko shak hone lga tha.. par fir bhi hum chup chupke baat krne ka mauka dhundh hi lete the..qk yhi ek sahara tha.. mile toh hum aajtk nhi the. pics bhi kbhi exchnge nhi ii thi.. live dekhna chahte the ek dusre ko.. aakhir wo khubsurt din aa gya. 6 march 2010.. aamir mujhse milne ludhiana aa rhe the.. unki train ke aane ke time se main station pohch gyi.. train toh aa chuki thi pr m pehchahti kaise?? tbhi main idhr udhr nzar daudati hui ja rhi thi.. ek ldka bookstall se kuch khreed rha tha.. meri trf uski back thi.. m chlte hue usey hi dekh rhi thi jaise mera usse koi connection ho.. wo achanak mudhe aur meri trf dekhne lge aur hum dono bina kuch pooche bina kuch btaye samjh gye ki wo aamir hain aur m ruby.. hum dono bilkul filmy andaaz me ek dusre ke paas aaye.. wo stall wala bhi dekh rha tha lol.. dono ek hi chiz bole " kaise ho? " fir hasne lge.. aur wahi bench pr baithkr ekdusre ko ji bhrke dekha. fir hum waha se thodi dur ek resort me gye.. waha baithkr humne khub baate ki.. sham k 4 bj gye the. unhe waps jana tha.. hum dono boht roye. uss din hum waqai me ek hue the.. aisa lg rha tha ki kuch hum dono ko dur kr rha h. pr hum chahkr bhi kuch nhi kr skte the. qk aamir ki bdi behn ki dhadi nhi hui thi aur wo khud bhi abhi settled nhi the. hum shadi nhi kr skte the.. isi tarah kreeb ek saal beet gya.. mere dad ko kisi ne bta dia iss baare me.. unhone mujhse kaha ki main aamir ko chhod du.. maine saaf inkaar kr dia qk mere liye religion mere pyaar se zada mayne nhi rkhta.. aur dusra mere dad ne mujhe mere bhai ya mumy ko kbhi dia hi kya tha.. kbhi apni zimmedari nhi smjhi. bas rishta tha jisko nibha re the. isi tarah ek saal aur beet gya.. pr ye saal boht mushkilo wala tha.. chup chup ke hum baat kiya krte the pr wo bhi 5-6 din me ek baar. ro ro kr din bitate.. march 2012 ki baat hai.. papa ko kahi se pta chl gya ki m ab bhi aamir se baat krti hu. wo mujhpr boht chillane lge. pr ab meri bardasht ke baahr ho chuka tha to m bhi chillayi. ye meri life h. kya main unse kbhi poocha ki q aapne apni zimmedari ache se nhi poori ki. q hr 2 mhine me wo job chhod dete aur mumy hume kiss tarah khilati kya kbhi unhone iss baare me socha jo aaj mujhe nasihat de rhe hain. ye sab sunkr wo mujhe pitne lge tb mumy beech me aa gyi aur papa mumy ko bhi maarne lge ki m unki wajah se bigdi hu. ye dekhkr mera hath unpr uth gya(jiska mujhe aaj bhi afsos hai). mumy mujhe padosi ke yha bitha kr ghr aayi aur kisi tarah papa ko delhi le gyi. ghr me mera bhai aur m hi the. mera ph bhi mujhse chheen lia gya tha. kisi tarah maine aamir se chup chap contact krke unhe sab baat batai. wo boht preshan ho gye.. pr hum ab bhi kuch nhi kr sakte the. aamir ki behn ki shadi nhi ho rhi thi jo ki 28 saal ki thi. aur hum nhi chahte the ki unse pehle humari shadi ho. papa delhi me daadi ke yha hi rehne lge. mere final exam hi gye. 15 may ko m delhi apni maasi k yha aa gyi. mumy papa se milne dadi k ghr gyi. mujhe kahi se pata chla ki papa mujhe out of india le jane ki firaq me h taaki amir se alg kr sake. ab mujhe chinta hone lgi. maine iss baare me amir ko btaya aur unse shadi ke liye kaha. wo maan gye. 27 ko main maasi ke yha se nikli to thi daadi ke yha jaane ko pr main aamir ke sath chli gyi aur maine mom ko msg krke sab bta dia ki ab m inhi ke sath rahungi. dad se kehdo ab wo meri zimmedari se free hain. udhar ghr me hungama mach gya aur idhr main aur aamir akele delhi ki sadko pe ghumte hue soch rhe the ki ab kya kiya jaaye. na to unki didi ki shadi hui thi. khair uss raat hum unke ek dost ke yha ruke. next day subha hi hum court pohche jaha unke 3 aur dost the. court ne humari shadi ka din 29 may fix kia. hum next day fir aae aur humari shadi ho gyi. ab maslaa tha to mere rehne ka kyuki amir k ghrwalo ko nhi pta tha ki hum shadi kr chuke hain. islie fir aamir ne mujhe apne ghr se 2 gali chhodkr ek girls hostel me thehra dia. roz subha ofc jane se pehle mujhe milkr jaate aur aate hi mujhe ghumane le jate. mere khane pine khrche hr tarah se mera khyal rkhte. dheere-2 unke bhai behno ko pta chl gya ki humari shadi ho gyi h. pehle unhone boht bura samjha mujhe. kisi tarah se meri koi help nhi krte the ulta hume alg krna chaha. udhr mere papa se to m alg ho hi gyi thi. pr ab mumy se milna bhi nhi ho pata tha. bs kbhi-2 ph pe baate hoti. isi tarah 6 mhine bert gye.. shadi hone pr bhi hum alg hi the. novmbr 2012 aa gya. aamir bole jb kisi ko humari prwah nhi h to hum kyu alg rahe. kyu tum hostel me rahogi. unhone mujhe hostl se niklwa kr ek room rent pr lia. hum sath rehne lge pr ye baat aamir ke mum papa ko nhi pta thi. kyuki wo humari shadi k bare me nhi jante the. pta tha to sirf unke bhai behn ko. kyuki hum unke mum papa ko hurt nhi krna chate the jb tk unki didi ki shadi nhi ho jati. hum dono ek sath boht maze me khushi se reh rhe the.. roz hasi mazak krna.. tv dekhna.. ghumne jana.. khatti meethi nok jhonk.. kya beautiful life thi woh.. ek aur saal beet gya.. ye saal boht acha tha. iss ek saal me unke bhai behn aur main ek dusre se kyi baar mile. hum sabne ek dusre ko smjha bhi. aaj hum sab ek dusre se itna pyar krte h jaise kbhi alg hi nhi the. iss ek saal me maine apne mayke bhi aane jaane lgi. papa se thodi boht baat hoti. pr mumy bhai sab se ache relation ho gye aamir aur mere. bas ek chiz jo mujhe dukh de gyi wo ye ki main august me pregnant ho gyi. na chahte hue bhi hum dono ko apna bacha abort krna pda. qk 2 mhine baad amir ki didi ki shadi thi. octobr me unki shadi ho gyi. ab sab humari shadi ki tyari krna chahte the.. pr mere sasur ji boht karze me doob gye the. unki eklauti beti ki shadi tji wo bhi itne saalo baad to unhone apni haisiyat se zada ache se unki shadi ki. pr iske chlte wo meri aur aamir ki shadi delay nhi kr rhe the. ab mujhe yha samjhdaari dikhani thi. aamir ka dubai ke ek achi company me job lg gyi thi achi salary pe. maine sabse kaha jahan itne saal beet gye 6 mhine aur sahi. aamir dubai jaayein waha se paise bhejkr pehle abbu ka sab karz khatm kre fir hum shadi krenge. ye baat sunkr sabko mujhpr boht garv hua. unke bhai behn jo shuru me mujhe selfish samjhte the ab mujhe pasand krne lge the. january 2014 ko amir dubai chle gye hain. 5 mhine ho gye ubke bina rehte.. boht yaad aati h unki.. main apni mumy ke sath reh rhi hu(kyuki papa india se bahr hi reh rhe h). 2 mhine baad wo aane wale h mujhe le jaane. main unka intezaar kr thi hu.. september me finally humara nikaah hai.. ghr me shadi ki tyariyo ka mahol h... hum dono aur humare ghrwale boht khush hain :)
Ye pyaar kabhi saath nahi rehta itni badi duniya hai par phir bhi log ek jaghe reh jate hai. Mai bhagvaan ko manti thi bahut jada par dekho ab kisi par trust nahi raha khhud par bhi nahi.
Pyaar life mai ek baar hota hai na mai muslim hu or meri galti thi ki maine kisi hindu se pyaar kiya. Ye dharm kisne banaya hai maine to nahi banaya na upar wale ne. hai to sab insaan he to kyo hame alag kar diya. Aap sab jo bhi kisi se pyaar karta hai kab tak kisi ka saath doge nhi de sakte. I am jiya Ye mera asli naam nhi hai kisi ne mujhe mere boyfriend ne diya hai mai apna naam nhi bata sakti. Aap sab ki tarah maine bhi kisi se jaan se jaada pyaar kiya tha kahani bahut badi hai isliye puri nhi likh sakti. Aap log hamesha yahi sochte ho na ki sirf ladkiyan hi dhhoka deti hai wahi darti hai par aisa nahi hai maine itna kuch saha tab bhi mai unke saath thi or rahungi. Aap log apna pyaar paane ke liye kuch bhi kar sakte ho par jay jisse mai pyaar karti thi wo itna dar gaye hai ki mujhe dekh kar bhi andekha kar diya socho us waqt mere dil par kya biti hogi. Maine he unka naam jay rakha tha unka naam kuch or hai bata nhi sakti agar unke ya mere ghar walo ne padh liya to gajab ho jayega. Par ladka chahe to kya nhi kar sakta wo to kuch nhi kar rhe par mai abhi tak unke liye lad rahi hu. Jada kuch to nhi kehna par jitna unse pyaar tha wo ab nafrat ke layak bhi nahi raha. Mai aap sab ki tarah sad to hu sayad rahungi bhi par unko bhhulne ki kosis bhi karti hu apni family ke liye kyonki unhone mujhe paal ke iss layah banaya hai ki mai kisi se pyaar kar saku to mai apna pyaar jay pe kyon mitaaun iske hakdaar mera parivaar hai. Or ek baat ye ladke bas apna time paas karne ke liye hame aajmaate hai or doosri dhhund lete hai koi kisi ke liye jaan nahi deta sab draama hai. Jis ladki ki figar acchi lagi pakad liya usiko are pyaar to ham karte hai uske jism se nahi uske nature se. Kisi ke liye mat jiyo apne parivaar ke liye jiyo phir dekhna duniya kitni sundar lagti hai ye mat socho ki maine kisi se sacha pyaar nahi kiya isliye mai aisa keh rahi hon. Mai unhe khuud se jada pyaar karti thi or hu. Ek tarah se ham ek dusre ko pati patni maan chuke the. Par wo chale gaye mujhe chhod ke. Ab socho maujhe pyar ke naam se nafrat kyo ho chuki hai. Par mujhe itna draama karna nhi aata. Aap logo ke paas time paas karne ko kuch nahi hai kya jo pyaar ke chakkar mai pade ho. Ek baat bolu jada film or siriyal mat dekha karo usi se sab behek jaate hai. ok agar meri kahani sunoge to pata chakega pyaar kya hota hai par mai likhna nhi chahti ok then bye enjoy your life. Koi bhi sachha nahi hota kisi ke liye apni life barwaad mat karo meri tarah apko pata hai mai kisi se baat nhi karti apni family se bhi nhi mai wo sb nhi bhhul pa rahi par aap logo se request hai ki kisi ko jada pyar mat karna. Yaha koi apna nhi hota aaj koi to kal koi or. Apne liye na sahi apne parivaar ke liye jio haso muskuraao.
Mera naam to alag hai per wo mujhe Gudya kahti thi aur mai use Fairy kahkar bulata tha .
Ye story suru to 2005 se huyi jub maine use pahli bar apne ghar k bahar mohalle me dekha then i fall in love but mujhe pata b nahi chala wo hm logo ka bachpan tha hm sath 2 khela krte the bs mera dil ye karta tha ki ek khuda mujhe jindgi bhar k liye yahi dost meri zindagi me bej de khair 2 ya 3 saal k baad uske father ki death ek road hadse me ho gai unke ghar pe uske dada dadi aur uski ammi aur 2 aur sister bache ek sister 3 sall ki hogi aur ek near about 10 saal aur wo 13 year ki aur hum 14 saal k the jub uske father gujar gay the khair maine pahli bar 2008 nay saal ka griting kharida apni pocket money se jo ki mere bajat hisab se bahut manga tha per meri himmat nahi ho pa rahi thi ki mai use ye griting du death k bad wo muhalle me b nahi nikalti thi hm logo ka milna b nahi ho pata tha to maine wo griting card uske ghar me window se us wakt dal dia jub wo school se wapas apne gar aa rahi thi khair mujhe nahi pata usko wo card mila ya nahi kuch dino k baad mujhe ye pata chala ki wo apni fuffi<bhai ki bahan> k waha hamesha k liye chali gai hai jo mere city se 65 km tha to mujhse raha nahi gaya maine ek lv letter likha bina batay chal dia fir jub mai waha pahucha to mujhe accurate address nahi pata tha to maine apne andaze se road k side me sube 8 baze se uske nikalne ka wait krne laga socha school to aaygi hi per pura din wait kia wo nahi dekhi to usi rat mai dabhe pe so gaya sube fir se doondna start kr dia per kuch faida nahi hua mai hataash ho kar wapas lout aya fir uski yado me din kat raha tha ki wo apne ghar fastival me to aaygi hi hai mai wait krta raha to wo eid me aayi to maine apne ghar ki chat se pure sal bhar k bad dekha use per usne andekha kr dia hame fir wo chali gai fir aise hi wo kabhi holyday me aa jati ya fastiwal me aati aur mai paglo ki tarah uski ek jalak pane k liye subah se shaam apni teriss per wait krta uski sister mujhpar hasti mai janta tha ki wo janti hai ki mai chat per kyo chadta tha per fairy mujhe hamesha ignore kr deti thi jub rat hoti to mai love songs gata tha jor 2 se per koi faida nahi hua fir wo chali gai fir kuch mahno k bad wo achanat fir apne ghar aa gayi year tha 2012 wo rojo<fast> se 2 4 dino pahle aa gayi to maine rub se dua ki wo meri muhabbat qubool kr le aur hamari kisi tarah bat ho jay to mere khuda ne ek pyara sa angle bej dia aur wo angle tha uski 3thd sister jo 2005 me 3 saal ki thi per ab wo 6 year ki ek pyari se bacchi thi wo mujhe ek din apne ghar k bahar khadi dikhi to maine use isara kia aur bulaya tn wo hasi aur thodi sahmi huyi pas ayi to maine kaha apko game khelti hai mobile k to boli haa fir maine kartoon kahani songs aur tofi chocolate se usko apna frnd bana lia ab wo roj milne ane lagi mere ghar me maine socha kisi ko sak na ho isileye maine usse school padai se related bat krni suru kr dia wo usi wakt uski ammi mere gar aa gayi achanak fir maine unse kaha ki ap ise mere waha roj 4 baje padai k liye 2 3 copy lekar bej dia krye to wo maan gayi mai khush ho gaya fir mai roj usko padata khelta b aur uski appi k bare mu puchta bahane se wo b bahut hoshyaar ladki thi mai use roj padata aur uske bare me puchta chat k uper hi padata tha wo kahti thi appi mana krti use mere waha padne se per wo ro dho kar zaroor aati thi maine usko khel khel me 10 12 apne vizting card de diye wo apne ghar le gai maine socha ap to uske pas mera num b pahuch gaya lekin koi call nahi ayi mai udas ho gaya kuch dino k bad sham ko 7 baje ek call ayi ek ladki ki wo boli mera nam lekar ki ap bol rahe hai mai bola g ap kon to wo boli mujhe apse frndship krna hai mai apko janti ho e.t.c to maine ph sorry kah kr cut kr dia per 1 gante bad jub mai teriss per tha fir ph aya aur fir wo start ho gayi mai gussa k bola ki mai frnd nahi sister bana sakta hu to bahut udas ho kr raji ho gai aur puchne lagi ki bhai apne mujhe frndsip kyo nahi ki to maine sub kuch bata dia aur wo ph wali ladki aur koi nahi usi ki 2nd wali sister thi mera mann le rahi thi ab wo dono mujhse khelne lagi dhere 2 bat khul gai to maine kaha ki mujhe pata hai ki tum kon ho ab apni sister ko phone do to sube 7 baje maine pahli bar usse bat ki aur kha ki mai tumse luv krta hu ye dunya aur tum b janti ho but do u also lv me she said yes mai bola bs aur phone apne ap cut ho gaya fir 2 dino k bad maine usse rat me bat suru ki hm log puri rat apne bachpan ko yad krke kabhi haste to kbhi aankhe nam kr lete isi tarah ye bat hamare gharwalo aur uski ammi aur uncle ko pata chal gai to maine b rista bej dia apne mom dad to mana kr uski mom b maan gyi per uske uncle ne problem create kr di aur uski fuffi ko jub ye malum pada to wo use aur uski ammi aur dono sister ko apane sath hamesha k liye wapas le gayi tubse usne ek bar call kia to maine kaha ki tum apni fuffi se jhoot me meri burai kro unhe dikhao ki mai use bhool gayi hu bs tub se ek bar b uski call nahi aayi mujhe aaj b uski ek call ka intezaar hai… kya vah sach mein mujhe bhul gai hai?
Hiee guyys myself Karishma... and me Nasik ki rehene wali hu... Main 8th class me padhti thi tab mere he school k ek ladke ne mujhe propose kiya uska naam Shreyas tha, me use pasand nahi karti thi but wo mujhe bahut jyada pyar karta tha.... tho mere frndz ne mujhe samjhaya ki haan karde aachha ladka hai ( vo mere se 1 saal chota tha bt age me hum same the )... to maine 1 month baad soch kar haan bola diya... Tho sab bahot khush ho gaye specially wo... to badme mera usse 2 year relation tha bt me serius thi bt jyada nahi... jab me10th me thi to tab se wo mujhe ignor karne laga , issi wajah se hamara roj bahut jhagda hota tha... tho 10th k baad me usne mujhe ek bar bhi milna ya call karna jaroori nai samjha.. me bahot roi but badme maine ussay sare contacts toad diye , me usay puri tarah se bhul gai thi... bt wo mujhe abhi bhi pyar karta h.. Then badme me collage gai to mere new frndz bane, mene tution join ki to meri ek frnd bani jiska naam Khyati tha woh meri achhi dost se best frnd ho gai me usse apni sari batain share karti wo bhi mujhe sab bataati. Then usne ek bar mujhe uske ex b.f ke bare main bataya jo Khyati se pyar karta tha but isne use dhoka diya tha to usne khyati ko chod diya. Wo ladka Khyati se bahot pyar karta tha bt usne double date kiya tha to ekdin hum esehe 2no ghum re thhe to usne uska ex jiska nam adesh tha usko milne k liye bulaya to mene usko pehele bola ki tu jake mil me fhar jati hu to usne bola nai tu mil usko samjha mere liye plz... Tho maine fir gaa keh diya me use mili fir mujhe wo thik laga .Maine usko bohut bola ki kyun choda tune isko esa vesa to usne mereko bola ki pehele sachhai kya hai malum kar le phir mujhe bol. Tab mujhe Khyati ne saach bataya tho maine use sorry kaha to he was lyk its kk... Fir usay me aachi lagi usne Khyati ko bola but maine use kaha ki tu usse pyar karti hai na mereko nahi aana tum dono k beech me. Tho usne kuch nahi bola me bhi use pasand nai karti thi tab... but badme hum roj milne lage fir mereko bhi wo thoda thoda aacha lagne laga but maine distance maintain kiya hua tha... to ekdin esehi frndship day k din usne mujhe propose kiya maine naa kaha but Khyati boli ki mere liye tu haa bol then maine bhi ha bola sab achha chal raha tha dhire dhire me serius ho gai uspe n wo bhi jyada tha.... mujhse bhi... to mere kuch frndz thhe jo ji usko pasand nai thhe mera un logo m rehna bt still m usse jhoot bolke rehti thi to ekdin usne mujhe dekha unn logo k sath to usne mujhe boht bola woh rone laga phr mene sach me uske liye unko chod diya...woh mujh se bahut pyarr karta tha.. n me bhi hum har week ko apni aniversary celebrate krte thhe boht maje krte thee... wo mera boht khayal rakhta tha usne uske ghar pe bhi humare bare m bola mujhe ghar pe bhi leke gaya... sab ko me pasand thi... thn 1saal hamara sab kuch achhe se cgl ra tha me kab kaha ja ri hu kitne tym k liye ja ri hu kiske sath ja ri hu kab aaungi sab use batana padta tha... wo boht he jyada possesive tha boht pyarr krta tha mujhse n shadi bhi karna chahta tha or me bhi boht pyaar krti thi to hume decide kiya ki hum age jake shadi karenge fie meri 11th khatam ho gayi n me 12th me aai pehele sab thik chl ra tha bt achanak ek din ek ladka h jise me bhai manti thi jo adesh ka bst frnd tha pehele bt usne hamara relatn todne ki koshsh ki thi to isne usse bat karna bnd kiya tha n meko bhi nai krne deta tha to me fir bhi chup chup k baate krti thi cz me usko bhai manti thi woh rakshabandhan ko ghar pe aya tha mere bt meko malum nai tha baad me ghar jake mujhe pata chala... fir usko boht din ho gaye the to mene adesh se sab chupaya kyu ki usko mujhe hurt nai karna tha... bt ekdin hum esehe sath me bethe the to uska means mene jisko bhai msna tha uska achanak cll aya n adesh k pass mera phn tha or usne utha liya... jab usko pata chala ki me abhi bhi baat krti hu usse to usko boht jyada hurt hua usne mujh se baat he nai ki n chala gaya... mujhe boht bura laga n yhn uska n adesh ka mere upar se jhagda hua to usne adesh ko dhamki di ke me uske ghar pe bol dunga asa vesa to adesh ne gusse me ake mujh se break up kiya bt me boht royi mene boht samjhaya usko thn wo mana bt badme usne mujhe kaha ki me tumse shadi nai kr sakta kyu ki tum ne mujhe boht hurt kiya h.... asa vesa usne sare promisses ek jhatke me tod diye ye kehkr ki mere gharwale nai manenge... m boht royi boht samjhaya usko bt vo last tak yahi keheta raha ki me shadi nai kr sakta lyftym tumhare sath rahunga bt shadi nai kr sakta... mijhe boht bura laga aj tak vo yahi keh ra hh... bt mera mann nai man raha issiliye m bar bar usko manati hu bt vo yehh keheke chala jata h ki age ka age dekhenge tu hopes mat rakh bt mene boht dreams dekhe h mujhe shadi krni h marte dam dak mujhe uske sath rehna h yeh baat usko samajh nai aati... vo ab mujhe jyada seriusly nai lete jo krna h kr ab hamare bich me kuch bhi pehela jesa nai ra m boht miss krti hu wo pehele dino ko jo mene uske sath bitaye abhi hum relatn me to h bt sirf nam k liye... bt still m boht pyar krti aj bhi jodne ki koshsh krti hu bt wo intrest nai dikhata ... frndzz i really luv him n i knw tht i made a mistake bt sirf ek mistake ke liye itna badi punishment is nt ok na yarr... mene usko bola ki plzz mere liye stand lo apne gharvalo ko manao hum dono apna sath nai chodenge kabhi bt vo stand bhi lene k liye tayar nai h q ki vo ab serius raha he nai use kuch lena dena h he nai.... kya karu m frndzz i cnt leave widout himm... kese samjhau m usko???? mera pyar sachha h.. Stort by: karishma Abhale, Nasik
(Ek Real Love story in Hindi -SANTSH & NEHA KI) Real Love story in Hindi - life to mere barbad ho gayee My dear friend mai ap ko ek true love story suna raha hu, mujhe bhi pata nahi tha ek din mere life is kadar ho jaye gi ki dudh ki jagh sarab pina pare ga…
Dost ab is duniya mai bahut kam log hi pyar karte hai baki sablog time pass karte hai..maine bhi kisi larki se bahut pyar karta tha uska name neha tha she is orphen . but maine use sabkuch diya kisi chij ki kami nahi hone di . apne ma or papa se bhi use jada pyar kane laga 2-3 years ho gaye hame lakin wo achnacak mujhe chod kar kisi dusre ko apna boy friend bana li. or mujhe boli tumahe delhi ki laki se pyar kane kisne bola tha. mai to timepass kar rahi thi.. tum kahi or sadi kar lo or agar marne ka man hai to mar ja o..mujhe koi effect nahi padta. ab bata o mai kya karu..maine uske leye apni famliy tak ki bat nahi mani or jise jan se jada pyar kya use mere jan hi leye or sarab ki aadat lag gaye….jo kabhi sarab chuta nahi tha aj wo sarabi ho gaya….IS LEYE DOST PYAR MAT KARO SIRF ASHU MILANGE KHUSHI NAHI… I LOVE YOU NEHA Kya sari Larkiya ek jasi hoti hai ? Kya ham us se pyar karte hai to sirf kiss hi kar sakte hai agar wo galat kare to use dat nahi sakte ? Kya pyar ka arth kisi ko use kar ke akale marne ke le chod dena hai? IS LEYE DOST PYAR MAT KARO SIRF ASHU MILANGE KHUSHI NAHI…LOVE YOU NEHA i am waiting your replay mai ek book likhna chata hu or kuch nahi life to mere barbad ho gayee lakin mai chata hu koi or mere tarah na bane…. - See more at: http://lovestoriesinhindi.com/real-love-story-hindi-life-mere-barbad-ho-gayee/#sthash.Yv1OlNh7.dpuf
i am Rohit from bihar. i want to tell something about love.. coz i m also in love withning 7 year and my love live with me always time in my heart. coz i love heartly… main jab 8th me padhta tha tavi se ek ladki mujhe pasand thi wo mere sath ek school me padhti thi but wo mere se one year junior thi.. but mai tb nahi janta tha ki pyar kya hota hai or kaise hota hai.. aakhir mujhe apne pyar ka ehsas tav hua jab mai apne pyar se alag hua i mean to say jab main us school se pass hoke dusre jagh admition liya.. mujhe bilkul acha nahi lag rha tha .. hmesha uski yad aa rhi thi but maine kavi use aisa nahi btaya ki mai use pyar karta hu coz mai khud nahi janta tha.. bs ek felling thi dil me…
ek din uski frnd se kisi trh maine uska contact num liya or use kuch din bad call kiya or use pucha ki tum rakhi bol rhi ho or usne kaha “ha mai rakhi hu” bs tb maine call disconnected kr diya tb hmri pahli baat hui choti si… fir maine use kuch din bad call kiya but maine use apne bare me nahi btaya ki mai kon hu warna wo mujhe pehchan jati or mujhe dr tha ki agar wo mujhe pehchan jayegi to mere pe gussa kregi or fir kavi baat nahi karegi so maine use apne bare me use kuch nahi btaya bs usse ache se thora thora baat karta tha dhere dhere hm jyada bate karne lge uski frnd v mujhse bate kiya karti thi,, es bich pta nahi kab mai usse bht pyar karne lga, usse bate kiya bina rha nahi jata. hmesha uske yado me duba rehta tha .. aakhir ek din aisa pl aaya jab mujhe use apne bare me btana pda .. us din uska b’day tha and maine use bola ki bolo ki aaj ke din tumhe mujhse kya gift chahiye to usne mujhe apni schhi btane ko bola tb maine bina kuch soche use apne bare me sb bta diya tb wo mujhe ache se pehchan gayi q ki hum ek school me sath me padhte the .. but wo mujhse bahut naraj ho gayi q ki maine usse bahut kuch jhut bola tha …wo kuch din tak mere se kuch v baat nahi ki. mera call receive nahi karti thi .. or na hi mere ek v msg ka jwab deti thi.. but fir kuch din bat usne mere se baat kiya or bahut sare question kiya.. or maine sare question ka jwab nahi de ska.. but fir v kaise v akrke usse smjhaya, but wo manne ko ready nahi thi wo bahut ro rahi thi . jab uske rone ki awaz suna to pahli bar mujhe bht bura lga. mere wjh se koi ladki pahli bar etni royi.. hum ab tak ek dusre ko perpose nahi kiye the but hum dono ke dil me pyar tha.. fir dhere dhere sab thik ho gya or maine use perpose kiya but tab wo acept nahi ki . but baat karti thi . fir ek din jab wo kisi realition ke shadi me gayi or raat me akeli thi tab usne mujhe 2bje raat me msg se perpose kiya but tav main soya tha main koi msg ka jwab ka jwab nhi diya tb usne mujhe call karke uthaya or mai jab uth kr msg padha to mera nind hi ud gya.. khushi ka thikana nahi tha .. aisa lga jaise maine kya paa liya .. tb mujhe uske i love u ke jwab ke sive kuch nahi smjh aa rha tha…fir hum raat me baate karne lge. jab mrng hua tab maine usse call kiya or usse 1000 bar i love u bolne ko bole or wo bolti gayi. & main sunta gya… aise hi hmra pyar badhta gya or hum dono ek dusre ki jaan ban gye… hum ek sath khana khate.. jab v maine khane jata to use msg ya call karta tb wo v khana khati.. aise hi time bitta gya or hmra pyar badhta gya.. hum dono ka ek alag sapna bnne lga jisme hmri ek alag duniya thi . us sapne me jate hi humri future ki yade such lagne lagti thi. aisa mn hota tha jaise wo pl wahi pe ruk jaye. but life me bahut sari problem v thi.. hum ek nahi ho sakte the coz hum ek cast ke nahi the.. hmre pairents kavi nahi mante hmre shadi ko.. hmre pyar ka 7 saal ho gya . hmne bahut sare sapne dekh rakhe the but hme pta nahi tha ki wo sapna kavi pura nahi ho sakta .. ek din aisa pl aaya jab uske pairents ne uski shadi fix kr di .. tb hm dono ko aisa lga ki hum mr gye. hum dono bahut roye.. maine use bhagane ka plan bnaya but hm hmre faimaly ko taklif dekr ek nahi hona chahte the qki aise me hum kavi happy nahi rehte…. fir uski shadi ho gayi or mai kuch nahi kr ska.. bs use khud se alag hota dekhta rha.. or wo v kuch nahi kr ski.. hum hr pl mrte the but kisi ko ehsas nahi hone dete the … but uske shadi ke bad v hmre bich kuch nahi change hua.. hum avi v usse utna hi pyar karte hai jitna hmesha se karte the.. hum aaj v ek hone ka sapna dekhte hai or shayad ab hum ek ho v jaye.. es puri real story me bahut aisi bate hai jo maine share nahi kiya or mai karna v nahi chahta q ki maine apne love story bs type krke show krna chahta hu.. apne dil ko bahr nikal kr show nahi karna chahat.. thanks & Regurd all dear frnds….
Hy…. main ek ladki se pyar kartha tha huse kahnese darta tha so bhi muze pasand karti thi use patha tha ki mai use pyar karta hoo par mai kahne Se darta tha
A short sad Love story 21 october ko birthday tha use mai wish kiya par use bap ne uska birthday selibrata nahi karta kyki useka bap bahar gaya tha main ne dekha wo udas thi muzse dekha nahi gaya mai ne uske bhai ko sat Le gaya market se uska dress birthday kek candal leke diya par uska bataya ki Arati ko iske bare mai pata nahi chalna chahiye wo baht khush thi … Ek din use father ka accident ho gaya mere dost ne muze phone par bataya mai waha jakar bade hospital mai admit kiya ….. uske family ke sat jaise mai ek ho gaya tha uske liye mai kuch bhi kar sakta tha ek din use muze bulaya hum rat ke 12 baze. Tak baite karte rahe .. ek din mai use bata diya mai use pyar karta hoo wo kuch nahi boli wo muze dekhti thi single deti ti. Ek din usne kaha ki mai tuzse pyar nahi karti muze baht dukh hua. jaise mai mar hi gaya Ek bat kahana chahunga dost ye ladki asi hi hoti hai hum use liye kuch bhi kar sakte par ho Hume pyar hi nahi karti hamare filing se sat khelti hai Mai baht kuch kaha chahta ho……… - See more at: http://lovestoriesinhindi.com/a-short-sad-love-story-in-hindi/#sthash.oNwalqX2.dpuf
Doston this is ashutosh mishra jo aap logo ke saath apni felling is love story (in Hindi) ke thru share karne ja raha hai
mujhe laga nai tha jo ladki clg mein top karti hai use mujhse pyaar ho jayega! hamesha ek dusre ko dekhkar hasna aur esaro mein baatein karna ye hamesha hua karta tha! hastein hastein aur esaro esaro mein hum kab relationshp mein aa gaye hume khud pata na chala! fir hum hanesha clg saath jaya karte the aur aya karte the! mein us ladki ke smyl par fida tha isliye uske karan mein clg mein kuch aisa karta tha jisse uske chehre par hasi aye aur mere dil ko tasali mile! aise hi hamara relationshp aage chalta gaya! bt aise b din aye jis din uske ghar par hamare bare mein sab pata chal gaya aur use uske gharvale ne bechari ko bahut mara mujhe laga ab mere b maar khane ke din aa gaye bt aisa hua na! agle din vo cls mein aayi to uske aankhen dekhkar mujhe khud rona aa gaya tha bt us samay mein usse kuch bol na saka! uski ek sistr thi jo uska hamesha help kiya karti thi! uske sistr ki vajah se hamara relatn vapas chalu ho gaya! hum apni feeling ek dusre se share karte the jisse hamare prblm kam ho! ghar mein financial prblm ki vajah se mein part tym job kiya karta tha! jiske karan mein uske saath kahi ja nai pata tha!isliye mene use permisn dedi thi ki 2 apne frnds ke saath ghumne jayakar!bt usme se ek aisa b frnd tha jo use lyk karta tha! vo frnd paise vala tha!to ek bar vo n frnd pic dekhne gaye bt mujhe nai pucha 2 b ayega kya us samay mujhe bahut hurt hua ki meri gf ne b mujhse na pucha ki 2 ayega kya! baad mein koi mujhe tana mar raha tha ki teri gf ne ek chiz ko haath kya laga di vo chiz uske frnd ne use gift kar di! vo paise vala tha! aur mein kaha!
baad mein gf ne kaha mein 2jhe tens nai dena chahti 2 apni lyf enjy kar aur mujhe chhod gayi! aur unhe yaad kar hamara aankho mein hamesha aansu aa jate hai! Imiss her Kya ladkiyan aisa hi pyar karti hain?
mera naam Ajay hai My dear all friends. mai ranchi ki choti si colony me rehta hu. meri story March 2014 me start hui jis ladki se mai pyar karta hu vo mere mohallay ki hai. Dosto mai humesha akela aur udas rehta tha us ladki ne mujhe kuch dino se notice kar rahi thi aur ek din mujhse aakar achanak kaha ki kya problm hay tumhe jo ish tarah humesha udas rehte ho aur phir usne mere number manga but maine use mana kar diya phir 2 din baad usne mujhe friendship k liye offer kiya maine use mana kar diya phir usne kaha ki koi humhara ek friend aisa bhi hona chahiye jisse hum apni har problem share kar sake aur ek dusre k humdard ban sake. tab ja kar maine use apna number diya, aur phir hum dono ne sms pe chat karna start kar diya aur 3 din k baad use purpose kar diya aur usne accept kr liya. dhire dhire hum dono itne close hote chale gaye ki hume 100 sms bhi per day k kaam pad jaya karte the ,hum din k bich pyar haad se jyada badh gaya tha aur lagne laga ki ek dusre k bina kaise reh paynge phir ek din mujhe exam k liye Assam. jana pada exam kuch is tarh the ki mujhe waha 1 month rukna pada aur jab main wapas louta to mujhe pata chala ki uski enggagment ho gayi ,to mai bilkul shock ho gaya. aur jab vo mujhe mili to usne kaha mujhe koi parwah nahi mai sirf tumse pyar karti hu. to maine kaha thik hai............ phir hum dono ne chat karna phir start kar diya lekin vo pehle se ab badal chuki thi, na meri care karna, na mujhe pyar krna aur na hi unke pas mere liye time rehta. phir maine use notice kiya to pata chala unka saara time whts up pe apne husband se chat karne me gujar jaata hai, to kaha se unke pas mere liye waqt rahega. Tab vo mujhe fake lagne lagi..... jo mujhe bilkul achha nahi lag raha tha aur waise bhi vo mujhse dur jane wali thi aur akela mujhe reh jana tha jisse mujhe uske dur jaane k baad bohat taklef hogi. is liye ab uske chhod k jane se pehle mai khud use chod kar ja raha hu.. aur job ki Wajah se mai khud out of country ja raha hu shyad mai use bhula saku Dosto mere pas or koi rasta bhi nahi bacha.. ye pyar badi gandi chiz hai pehle maza phir saza hoti h ... My... dear friend aap logo ko meri ye story kaisi lagi.
Hi frnds mera naam aman agarwal hai..main b.com part 1 me padhta hoon ye story meri khud ki hai.. Main khud ko cool dude samajhta tha hamesha yahi sochta jo pyaar karte hai wo pagal HOTE hai..girls k sath flirt karna,girlfriends change karna n finally brk up karna mera favorite kaam tha...n mai apne life se bahut khush tha....fir 1 din mere tuition me survi aayi jo bohot hi cute thi dhire dhire humari dosti ho gayi hum msg n call pr baat karne lage n ek din maine usse propose kr diya usne kaha mujhe ek din ka time chahiye to maine kaha ok n next day usne ha kr diya main bahut khush tha...fir hum milne lage daily milte masti krte.....multiplex,resturant,etc jana jaise humara routine ho gaya......ek din humara jhagda hua wo mujhe bahut mana rhi thi usne bahut baar kaha shona plzzzz maan jao pr main nahi mana to usne kaha agar tum mujhse baat nhi karoge to mai mar jaungi maine socha ye fake rahi hai so maine kaha mar jao............or wo pagal ne apna pura haath blade se kaat liya......next day jab uske frnds ne mujhe bataya dat wo tumhari wajah se sucide karne wali thi tab main usse milne gaya n jab maine uska haath dekha to mujhe rona aa gaya......us din mujhe realize hua dat i m in love....n hum fir se wahi routine follow karne lage...finally uske papa ko humare relationship k baare me pata chal gaya n usse meri wajah se papa se maar khana pada......n jab humari 12th ki results aayi to uske papa ne usse mujhse dur karne ka sara plan bana liya......yaad hai mujhe 3 june ki wo shaam jab wo apne family k sath hamesa k liye mujhse dur ja rahi thi......mai chup chaap usse station pr khada ho kr dekh raha tha uske eyes me v tears the n mere eyes me.......finally train station pr pahuchi n wo apne familly k sath train me chadh gyi jab train platform se aage badhne lagi to mujhe aisa laga jaise sab kuch khatam ho gaya n main platform pr hi rone laga......n u know wat n hume rota dekh sayad god ko v rona aa gaya n us din bohot jor se baarish hui....train to chali gayi per main kaha jata main wahi baitha rota raha................
My self Asif Khan . Mein aapko apni aur Priya ki love story sunaney ja raha hu. Mein jab 10th mein parta tha to mere saath ek larki parti thi jiska naam tha Priya, mein Priya se boht pyar karta tha lekin izhaar karne se darta tha. Mene bahot baar usey apne dil ki baat kehne ki koshish ki lekin nehi keh paya. Waise to hum ek dusre se batein kartey rehte the lekin apne dil ki koi bhi baat mein nehi kar paya. Ush school mein wo hamara last saal tha maine socha agar mein ab Priya se baat na kar paya to kabi nhi kr paunga Ek din humre english ke sir class mein nhi aye the to mene moka pa kar Priya ko propose kar diya, priya ne koi jawab nahi diya aur bahar chali gey,i itney mein school mein chutti hogeyi, mein ghar chala aya lekin mein sirf Priya ke bare mein sochta raha. Dosre din mene Priya ko fir pocha ke tumne koi jawab nhi diya Is par priya roney lagi aur boli mein b tumse pyar karti hu par hum ek nahi ho sakte kyoke mein hindu hu aur tum muslim meine usay samjane ki koshish ki lekin wo wahan se chali geyi mein ossey boht pyar karta tha aur fir oske piche firne laga Fir osne muje side mein bulaya aur kehne lagi muje bul jao mein tumhari nhi hosakti aur mera picha krna chor do mene koch samjane ki koshish ki lekin osne muje rok liya aur boli agar tum mujse sacha pyar krte ho to ab mera picha mat krna .tumhen meri kasam hai ke is baat ko yehin khatam krdo mein pori tarah toot geya aur osi wakat mein gr wapis chala aya gr aakar mein apne aapko sambal nhi pa raha tha bas yehi sochta raha ke ye kesi kasam di hai osney mein boht dinu tak school nhi geya to priya ne mere aik dost ko kaha ke asif ko kehna school aye aur meri wajah se apne future ko barbad mat kro Next day mein school geya to jese hi mene priya ko dekha to hum donu ki ankhu se ansu nikal geye pr hum donu majbor the wo class se baher chali geyi mene b socha ke priya majbor hai aur ab mein osey rulana nhi chata tha isliye mene priya ko kaha ke sub bol jao aur mein b sab bol jaoga aur hum fir se sirf friends bangeye aur hamare exam hogeye aur aage osne mujse dor ja kr admision li oske baad hum aik dosre se nhi mile lekin mein aaj b priya se pehle jitna pyar krta hu I miss you priya story by: Asif Khan
Hi frnd mera naam Aniket hai . Meri age 19 hai or main U.P se hun . Aaj se 3 years pehle ki baat hai jab meri age 16 thi 17-08-2011 ki baat hai jab main 11th class mein gaya tha jab mujhe coching start karna tha mujhe mere ek dost ne ek math ka coching bataya to main math ki coching gaya. . . Sir se baat ki or unhone kaha monday se ayo maine bola ok sir fir main monday ko coching ke liye ghar se nikla, coching nahi pahucha or main socha tuesday se jauga to pata laga sir 2 din ke liye bahar gaye. Yaar meri kismat par jo tha tikh tha fir main wenesday ko coching pahucha to sir agaye they main coching main andar gya to maine dekha itne sare log jin mein se boys they girls bhi thi to main girls ko dekh kar narvous ho jata tha to waha bhi yahi hua. Maine socha yaar kal coching nahi aunga par main kuch din aata raha tab 3 girls aati thi unma se ek lambi si ladki thi. Waise usey jyada notice to nahi kiya par kuch din baad pehli bar usey dekha to dekhta reh gya, mujhe achi lagne lagi thi wo or mujhe uska nam bhi pata ni tha. Kuch din bad uska naam pata chala jab sir ne "suno kirti" kahkar use pukara, tho uska nam mere kano mein gaya, ladki us time 18 saal ki thi Ek din uska birthday tha 21 ya 22 august mein, mein baitha tha to sab ko toffy baat rahi thi to chuati hogyi thi to main chupcup utha to mere pas ayi or boli ankit lo , main sunkar chok gaya ke isey mera nam kaise pata hai, to usdin se mein usey bahut like karne laga itna deewana sa tha or pagal bhi par usey ke wajah se itna badal gaya tha ki bas jo ladka kisi se bat ya bolta tak ni tha wo ek frank nature ka ho gya tha. Bas usey bolna cahata tha ki i like u pr kah na saka, dekhte hi dekhte kuch months ho gaye to pata laga usey college main uska ek bf hai jo 12th mein tha. Mujhe jaise hi mere dost ne bataye to sunkar mera dil ki dhadkan tham si gae. Kyoki maine pehli bar kisi ladki ko itna pasand kiya jisse main love kiya par sun ke maine reh gya phir main usey door-2 or nafarat ci karne laga par us nafarat main bhi pyar tha. Par sabko to pata tha coching mein par mujhe innocent se ladke ko pata ni tha kabhi kisko itna like ni kiya bas phir bhi bhul ne ki kosis ki par bhulana saka kyoki jab tak samne rahegi to bhula na sakoga. Isliye last test diya or coching chhor di phir kuch month bad 18 feb 2013 ko market gaya shows lene to ek awaj sunai di mere kano mein to main shop se bahar nikal kar dekha to ni dikhi par ha or mere sath mein mere pyare papa bhi they unke sath pure market ghoma phir ek jagha amna samna hua uska or mere usey dekhr dekhta rha usne mujhe achanak dekha to main khusi ka tikhana ni rha pr bhut bdal gya tha main uske wajah se pr aj tak usey bhulana saka dosto ye love bhut dard bhari chez hoti hai na btayi ja sake na bhulayi pr ek na ek din usey jb apne pairo pr khada ho jauga jb kuch bn jauga bye frnds
HI FRIENDS MERA NAAM SWEETY(RIYA) HAI MAI DELHI MAI RAHTI HO MAI B.COM KI STUDENT HO OR MAI APNI FMLY KA SATH RAHTI HO MAI MUJE KABHI LOVE MAI BELIVE NAHI THA KYO KI MUJE KABHI LOVE HOA HI NAHI THA YAH WAHI FEAL KAR SAKTA HO JIS KO LOVE HOA HO MAI JIS SE PYAR KARTI HO MAI US SE KABHI MILI NAHI BUT MAI US SE BAHUT LOVE KARTI HO KYO KI US KA NATURE OR LADOK KI TARAH NAHI HAI WOH BAHUT SIMPLE PERSON HAI US KA NAAM HAI RITESH MAI US SE FACEBOOK PAR CHAT KARTI THI FIRST HUM FRIEND BANA FIR BEST FRIEND FIR……….. AAP SE JANTA HAI HE IS MY LOVE. MUJE US SE BAAT KARNA SORRY CHATING KARNA ACHA LAGTA THA US NE MUJE PROPOSE KIYA MANI KABHI US KO FRIEND SE JADA KUCH SAMJA NAHI US NE APNI MOM KO BHI BATA DIYA US KO PEHLE TO MANI MANA KAR DIYA KI HUM SIRF FIRNED HAI BAD MAI MUJE BHI US SE LOVE HO GHA YAHA TA KI SHADI KA LIYA BHI RITESH NE BAHUT BAR KAHA MANI TAL DIYA KYOI MAI JANTI THI MERI FMLY NAHI MANA GHI JAB KI HUMARI CAST BHI SAME HAI FIR BHI NAHI HUMARA YAHA LOVE MARRIAGE NAHI HOTI PLEASE TELL ME MAI KYA KARO EK LADKI KA LIYA US KI FMLY OR US KA LOVE MAI SE CHONA BAHUT MUSKIL HAI TELL ME PLEASE WHAT CAN I DO………………………... SWEETY Submitted By:- Sweety
Hi guys, my name is matto. m jo aapke sath apni story shair karne ja rhi hu wo meri life ki real story hai. or mujhe samaj mein nahin aa rha k m kya kru..???
Dec. 2009 me meri life me 1 ladka aaya. uska naam deepu tha. us waqt m 12th me thi. kisi ne humari frndshp karvayi. dhire dhire hum ek dusre k sath serious ho gye or humara relation bhot aage bad gya. Uske kuch tym baad meri lyf me 1 or ladka uska naam tha ikjot. wo mera kafi purana school frnd hi tha. ek din hum achanak se 1 shop pe mile the. meri usse as a frnd baat hone lag gyi. dhire dhire wo meri taraf badta gya or m uski taraf. usne mujhe propose kiya to tha par mainne use mna kar diya tha kyoki deepu se meri thi. kuch tym baad mujhe ehsas hua k ikjot ko itna bulvana acha nai hai, fir maine use khud propose kiya. thoda sa aage badne k baad mujhe lga k m uske layak nai hu. jab ye baat maine use boli to usne aage se kafi kuch bola par mera mann ni manta tha. din rat meri aatama muje kosti thi k wo kya hai or tu kya?? fir maine decide kiya k m use apni zindgi se nikal dungi or dhire dhire maine uske man me apne liye nafrat bharni shuru kar di. par use dur karne k baad mujhe ye ehsas hua k m uske bina nhi rah sakti. par jab maine usse baat karne ki koshish ki to usne saf mna kar diya. deepu k sath mera aaj b relation hai par mera dil or dimag har wqt ikjot me rahta hai. din me kyi bar uski photographs dekhti hu. jab wo dikhte hain to meri khushi ka thikana nahin hota. pls guys help me m kya kru, ab to unki shadi b fix ho gyi h. m unke bina nahi rah sakti ab. unki bate, unki aawaz, unka style har wqt meri aankhon k samne rahta hai. M kya kru???
hii..i nvr thought dat sm day i wud write my love story lik dis..n dats hw d things happen incidentally or it is meant 2 b..well,i nvr believd in my destiny..bt ab sirf destiny hi mujhe usse mila skti he..!!
I ws in delhi 4 my studies..i heard a lot about delhi…dili dilwalo ka shahr,yha ka food,chandni chowk….bhut kuch achha tau bhut kuch bura…bt wen i reached 1st tym in delhi i felt dis place is meant 4 me..i joined my classes..i m shy so i alwyz hesitate to talk to any1..mei hmesha ldko se dur rhna psnd krti..aisa nhi he ki ldko mei mera koi dost nhi hai..hai..bt sirf dost..love shov mere liy kbhi tha hi nhi..my frdz alwyz tease me ki ab tau koi munda psnd kr le ya hm dhundh kr liyaye..bt i alwyz resist..ldke muje jha dikhte mei apni aankhe niche kr leti..i seriously dont lk ki vo mujhe dekhe..bcz at d back of my mind im d princess of my only prince..jiska mujhe besabri se intezar tha bt i nvr show..bcz i m a strong independent girl who knw hw to live alone bt sth wich i miss in my life ie LOVE..mujhe bs us ek ki talsh thi jise dekhkr sb kuch ruk jaye..or vo din b aaya..mei usse class jate hue raste mei tkrai..i saw him 4 a sec den mei apne raste or vo apne..or fir hm yuhi khi n khi tkrane lge..i m alwyz shocked itne students mei hmesha kyu vo hi mujhe milta he..i dont knw..bt maine jyada socha nhi it may be coincidence..bt it may happen once,twice, thrice ..not everytime..vir na jane kya hua abhi tk tau mei use janti b nhi thi bt vo jb b mere paas se gujrata i feel so complete jaise mujhe positv vibes milti he..or mei uske liy dua krti ki ye jo b he hmesha khush rhe…pta nhi ye kya tha.. one day i ws in my class i saw dis guy..ohh shit man..ye tau meri class mei hi he..i ws so happy i cant tell..he is a gentleman..wat a personality wat a attitude..bilkul shaant..uske mei ek thahrav tha..patience…apni studies k liy dedication..commitment..sb kuch..i learnd many things 4m him..vo b bs apne aap mei rhta tha ldkiyo se baat nhi krta tha..bs apne kaam se kaam..bt vo mujhe dekhta tha tirchi nzro se..i knw..ek baar class khtm hone pr i ws going 2wrds my room dekha tau ye b usi raste se ja rhe the..hme room jldi jana tha tau hm fast chl rhe the..unhe b shayad jldi jana tha tau vo b fast chl rhe the..mtlb ye ki hm eksath chl rhe the..lg rha tha hm dono mei competition lgi ho ki dekhte he kau 1st aata he..i ws like..aree ye kya ho rha he..uske baad maine apni speed slow ki taki vo aage nikal ske..fir kya yuhi hm ek hi raste pr khi baar mile..bt hmesha dono jhuki hui nzro se ek dusre ko dekhte or nikl jate..meri classmate ne iss chiz ko notice kiya ki kuch tau gdbd he kyuki jha mei hoti vha vo hota or jha vo hota vha mei jarur phuch jati..kuch tau cross connection he..usne b dekha ki vo mujhe dekhta he..mere liye tau bs itna hi kafi tha..ek din mujhe kuch studies mei doubt hua tau maine himmat krke unse pucha..unhone jvab diya bt aisa lg rha tha mano vo baat krne mei interstd nhi he..meri trf dekhkr nhi niche dekhkr baat kr rhe the..mujhe bhut gussa aaya kya ye tarika he kisi ldki se baat krne ka..den i thought leave it..humne unhe thanks n al d best kha..bs uss din k baad se hmari kbhi baat nhi hui..fir jaise sb kuch bdl gya jo baate pehle aankho mei hoti the vo hona bnd ho gyi..hum khi baar tkraye pr hm dono ek dusre se nzr chura lete..hme lga ki vo hme shayad glt smjh rhe he ki hm unko hr jgh follow krte he bt ye tau coincidence hota tha…fir hm b unse dur rhne lge kyuki hm un ldkiyo mei se nhi the..bt i feel so bad..kyuki mujhe lga ye vo hi he jiska mujhe intezar tha n nw sb kuch jaise bdl gya..mujhe aaj b unke naam k alawa kuch nhi pta..mei ye b nhi janti ki unki lyf mei koi ldki he ya nhi..! bt agr h oti tau i just wish both of dem happy life..bt mei kbhi atleast mere samne unhe kisi k sath nhi dekh pati..i love him a lot…hmari classes k aakhri din i decide ki mei use baat krungi bt uska response bhut bura tha.unhone jaise hi dekha dat i saw him unhone apna face turn kr liya..meri aankho mei tau aansu aa gye bt i controlled it..khud ko smbhala..bt fir dekha ki vo ja rhe he..mei unhe bs jate hue dekhti rhi bt den vo laut k fir aaye or dur se mujhe dekh rhe the..i dont knw vo kya tha bt itne mei meri koi frd aa gyi or mera dhyan ht gya unse or jb mudkr dekha tau vo ja chuke the….. abhi b mei sirf uska intezar kr rhi hu..usi raste se roj niklti hu ki khi vo mujhe kbhi tkra jaye…hr roj sbse pehle udhte se hi use yaad krti hu or dua krti hu ki agr uski aankho mei mere liy maine jo dekha vo sch tha tau mujhe usse mila de..or na jane kyu ykin he is baat ka ki vo mujhe khi n khi milega..hme hmari destiny hi milayegi..vo meri lyf ka ab hissa bn chuka he..mei ab kbhi kisi or k liy nhi soch paungi..bhut mushkil he use bhulana jise aap bhut pyar krte ho..i wish vo jha b ho khush ho..or shayad khi ek pal k liye hi shi mujhe b yaad krta ho.. ye he meri ek ajib si lv story..jo shayad filmi lge bt its a true love story..m still waiting 4 him..!!!!! Submitted By:- Muskan
kabhi sapne mai bhi nahi socha tha khamoshi aise saja de jayengi…..
4 saal pahle ki baat hai jab hum dono ek he college mai padha karte the.pahle kuch saalo mai thodi dosti thi sirf dhire dhire kab dosti jarurat ban gayi meri pata he nahi chala kash usi waqt kud ko rok leti.3rd year mai engineering ke jab uska campus placment nahi ho raha tha or vo bahot hatash tha usdin vo jab sab kuch khatam karne ja raha tha jaise mere dost ne mujhe bataya mai toh usi waqt hil gayi mano paro tale jameen nikal gayi .hum sab usse paglo kitarah dudh rahe the usdin ehsaas hua ki shayad mai usse pyar karne lagi hu .dhire dhire mujhe samaj mai aane laga ki yahi pyar itni care toh mujhe kabhi kisiki nahi thi. jabki vo toh apni duniya mai rahta tha.ek din maine hamare mutual friend ko bataya ki mai usse pyar karti hu .uska jawab nahi aaya vo mujhse pyar nahi karta tha.dhire dhire uske msseage bhi band ho gaye mai ghanto uska bus stop pai wait karti bus uski ek zalak pane ke liye or vo mujhe se baat bhi nahi .kabhi kabhi mai kudh se he puchti akhir kya galti thi meri sirf pyar hi toh kiya tha or karna chahti vo bhi unconditional love. phir kyu vo samaj nahi paya… mera dil dukha tha phir bhi maine hamesha uske baare mai acha socha college ka last week chal raha tha sab jante the yaha se sabki zindagi badal jayengi ye khayal aate he mera dil khabra jata. lekin jindagi jine ka naam hai mere 2 saal ke pyar mai maine sirf ek din uske sath bitana chaha vo bhi usne maana kar diya phir college khatam hua hum alag ho gaye na kabhi vo mere contact mai raha..aaj bhi jab un rasto se gujarti hu purani yaade taja ho jati ha.i vahi Hai Dagar vahi Hai Safar, Hai Nahin saath Mere Magar, Ab Mera Hamsafar dhoonde Nazar Na Jaane Kyon, Vahi Hai Dagar kahaa Gaeen Shamen Madabhari vo Mere, Mere Vo Din Gaye Kidhar na Jaane Kyon, Hota Hai Yeh Zindagi Ke Saath … achanak ek din usse mulakat ho gayi ek office mere liye toh sari duniya vahi ruk gayi par vo mujhe mile bhi is tarah ki jaise unhonne mujhe pahchana nahi ek din uske friend ne bataya pyar toh vo bhi mujhe karte the par kabhi kaha nahi kyuki hum dono alag caste ke the or unke pitaji is duniya mai nahi the or unki maa dil nahi todna chahte the jinhone unke liye ladki pasand kar rakhi thi.unki likhe hue letter mujhe mile jismai unhone har baar apne dard ko baya kiya tha jab bhi unhone mujhe na kaha tha….. aaj unke sirf letter he rah gaye pata nahi vo kaha hai kash tumne bataya hota mujhe….:( Submitted By :- Manisha
Meri pehli grlfrnd ki shadi ho gyi thi sirf 15 sal ki age mai woh bhi meri ek galti ki wajah se mai tab se bahot upset sa rehta. Phir mere father ka transfer agra city mai ho gaya kisi reason se 2 months baad jana ka decision liya par mera admison waha jaldi kara diya aur mujhe mausi k yaha bhej diya jo agra mai pehle se rehti h. Mai bhi old resident city ko chod dena chahta tha isliye waha se aa gaya. Mai apni mausi k ghar chat par rat mai betha songs sun raha tha sudenly mujhe ek ladki dikhayi di woh meri mausi ghar k samne ghar k thi . Maine use dekha aur andekha kr diya phr sudnly maine dhyn dya woh mujhe dkh rhi thi maine thoda dusri aur dekha pr woh mujhe hi dekhe ja rahi thi maine apne upar bahot cntrol kiya pr us 10min upar ho gaye woh mujhe dekhe hi ja rahi ab mujhe raha nhi gaya nd i also start seeing her nd we see each other till 5min phir hi waha se uth gaya par na chahte hue thodi good feling ayi phir maine agli subah apni balcony se dekha phir aise kuch din hue aur mai use like krne laga phir kya mai bhi use dekhne laga par phir usne mujhe dekhna band kar diya par ab mujhe dobara love ho gaya tha. Par maine dekhna nahi choda mai use dekhne k liye rat mai 11baje tak chat par betha rehta tha par ab woh trf dhyan nahi deti par sirf uske hi bare sochta rehta tha phir meri sumer vacation pad gayi aur mumy k pas laut gaya aur phir meri puri famly agra shift ho gayi aur mera mausi k ghar 1km ki dori par tha mere mausa ji ek colege prof. H aur unhone apne ghar par hi ek coaching cntre khola meri badi sister unhi tution leti h to mai unke sath jata hu aur wahi thoda time spent krta tha aur use dekhta ek din mera schol ate time acidnt ho gaya mere sar mai kafi injury ho gayi thi par maine mausi yaha jana mis nahi kiya mai mausi ghar k bahar sediyon pe betha tha usne mujhe dekha aus dekhti rahi mai use dekhne laga phir aise hi dhire 1sal bet gaya mai ab use bahot pyar karta tha par jane woh karti thi ya nahi. Ab maine use kehne ka decision le liya tha ab mai use akele milne ka chance dhudne laga. Mai bhi apne tution jata tha maine ek din tution jate time dekha woh ek shop mai khadi h mai wahi khada meri hrtbeat boht fast ho gayi par mai wahi khada raha phir woh shop se nikal kar ayi maine apni muthi band ki aur uske pas gaya aur use naam pucha usne kaha Laxmi wow uske voice kitne swet thi bikul bacho jaise phir mera nam pucha. Phir maine usse kal milne ko kaha pahle toh mana karne lagi phir man gayi mai us din bahot khush tha phir agle din propse karne ko socha toh ek bokey aur kuch choclates li aur unhe pack karke apni scoty mai rakh liya phir woh mujhe mili maine use bat karna suru ki maine socha kaise kahu maine use kaha mere sath ek prblem h mai kuch din so nahi paa raha usne pucha kyu maine kaha kuch sochta rehta hu woh boli kya maine kaha tmhare bar woh boli mere bare mai maine bas tum dikhti rehti ho har jagah pata kise kam mai man nahi lagta woh boli kyu mai kyu dikhti maine kaha tumhe nahi pata woh boli mujhe nahi pata maine kaha pata toh h woh boli mujhe nahi phir maine use 2min mere sath akele chalne ko kaha mere scoty pe bithe mujhe laga woh bhi mujhe pyar karti h. Mai ek khali jagah scoty roki aur bokey aur choclate nikali use kaha yeh kya maine kaha mai tumse kuch kehna chahta hu woh boli kaho mai apne ghutno par betha aur use bokey dete huye i love u bol diya woh hasne lagi aur mujhe utha kar apne laga liya maina kaha ans do phir positive rply kiya. Maine use pucha mai jab tumhe dekhta tab mujhe tum kyu nahi dekhti thi toh usne kaha mujhe tum pehli baar mai hi ache lagne lage par mujhse tumhe dekha nahi jata meri hrtbeat bhot fast ho jati jab tum mujhe nahi dekhte tab mai tumhe chup k dekhti thi. Ab hamare love ko 4years hone wale hai aur meri job lagte hi mai use apne mumy papa se milaunga so this is my long love story i hope it is not so boring nd some of like it thnk u nd bye
Frnds, main anshu aur ye meri sad love story in hindi. Vo mere liye ek anjaan ehsaas ki tarah tha , jise main chah kar bhi ignore nahin kar sakti thi. College ke pehle din , main new students ke upar vali row me baithi thi ke tabhi mera dhyan sabse pehli row par baithe hue us boy par gaya jisne meri life hamesha ke liye badal di, uske sath kuch ladkiyan baithi hans rahi thi. Jab se maine use dekha tha mujhe kuchh-2 hone laga tha aur main use apna banana chahti thi.
3 din baad kuch, doston ke saath ghumte hue bhi humne phir un ladkiyon ke sath usko dekha.Hum sabhi usko tab tak dekhte rahe, jab tak vo wahan se chala nahin gaya.Hum sabhi young or college ke naye-2 students the, to mauz-masti ka mauka to banta tha. Isiliye 6 logon ne meri i-10 mein ghumne ka plan banaya, meri car mein 6 log adjust nahin ho sakte the par jaise- taise usme baith gaye, Sanjeev ne car drive karne ka plan kiya aur baki log paasenger seat par baith gaye,mere liye jagah nahin bachi, to sanjeev ne mujhe apni god mein bathne ko kaha, main emergency brak ke upar adjust ho gayi,to sanjeev ne mera haath pakad kar, apni god mein baitha liya. Hum dono ek dusre ke itne paas the ke ek dusre ki saanson ko mehsoos kar sakte the.Uski is harkat se sabhi log hansne lage. Fir main pichhe ja kar hi kisi tarah fans ke baith gayi. Us raat main koshish karke ke bhi so nahi paa rahi thi, mera dimaag unhi baton mein ghum raha tha, phir mujhe pata chala ki Sanjeev ki koi girlfriend nahin thi,wo sirf ek raat ki dosti ke liye famous tha aur usne kahbi bhi kisi se commit nahi kiya tha ke vo pyar karta hai. Hamari first date ke baad hamri nazdikiyan itne badh gayin thi ki jaise hum kabhi alag nahin honge, Hamari winter vacation mein hum dono ne bahot samay saath mein bitaya , vo mere father se bhi mila. Jab bhi hum milte the , main use aur bhi pasand karne lagti thi,aisa lagta tha ye sab aise hi chalta rahega. Ek din usne mujhse kaha ke use dance karna nahin aata hai, phir kya tha! Hum mauj masti ke liye uski car mein town se bahar ghumne nikal gaye, jahan chandni raat mein humne dance bhi kiya aur khoob maje kiye. Har din , har raat romance se bhar gayi thi, Mujhe bahot accha lag raha tha. 2 saal ke baad , zindagi ne mod liya aur sanjeev apni padhai finsh karke apni job ke liye , naonital chala gaya, uske jaane ke baad to main jaise jeena hi bhul gayi thi. Main bhi apne parents ke pas wapas aa gayi thi, main bar-2 Sanjeev ke bare mein soch-2 kar pareshan ho chuki thi. Main wahan bhi gumsum si khoi-2 rehti thi, Mere father aur meri mom ko bhi meri chinta hone lagi thi, Unhe lagta tha ke main sanjeev ke alaava kisi aur ke bare mein soch bhi nahi sakti thi. Khair samjh bujha kar unhone meri shadi tay kar di. 3 Saal baad apni shaadi se ek raat pehle sanjeev se meri baat hui, Maine use apni shaadi ke bare mein bataya, vo bhi shocked tha aur bar-2 mujhse keh raha tha ke vo mujhse bahot pyar karta hai, aur mujhse shaadi bhi karna chata hai. Par maine uski ek naa suni,aur ek stable aadmi se shaadi kar li. Aaj main apni us ek naa ke liye bahot pachta rahi hun, hamari shaadi 4 saal mein toot gayi, aur hum ek doosre se alag ho gaye, Meri duayen ab ansun ban chuki thi, main hamesha bhagwaan se yahi dua karti thi ki mujhe mere dhukhon se nikalo. Sanjeev is sab ke baad bhi hamesha meri yaadon mein tha. Shaadi tootne ke 4 saal baad 2006 mein ek aur insaan se mili, jo bilkul nature mein sanjeev ki tarah tha. Usse mil kar mujhe vo anjaan ehsaas hua jo kabhi Sanjeev se mil kar hua tha. Mujhe lagta hai ki main usse sachha pyaar karti hoon aur is baar sab kuchh sahi hai, vaise hi jaisa main chahti thi aur ab main ek baar bhi sanjeev ke baare main sochna nahi chaahti. Pata nahi kya hoga, dosto, bas dua kro mere liye. Jindagi ke ajeeb dorahe pe khadi hun main. Fir se Sanjeev ke bare mein sochne lagti hun ki kash vo mujhe chhod kar na gaya hota
friends, mera nam Sumit hai. Aaj main aapko apni ek sad Love Story in Hindi sunata hun. padhke mujhe batana ki maine kuchh galat kiya kya? main 12th mein padhta hun. koi 20 din pahle ki bat hai main ghar ka kuchh saman lane bazar gaya tha. vahan main jis dukan se kuchh books khareed raha tha vahin pe ek ladki khadi thi. usne bhi ek-do magzines khareedi aur jane lagi tabhi maine dekha ki uska mobile phone counter pe rah gaya. uska mobile phone abhi abhi launch hua Micromax canvas 4tha. maine jaldi se use aawaaj di aur use bataya ki uska Micromax phone rah gaya hai. usne mujhe ek sweet si smile di aur thanks kah ke chali gai.
ek do din to mujhe uski meethi si awaaj sunai di kanon mein fir jaisa hota hai main bhul gaya. ek achanak main jab facebook pe baitha tha to mujhe ek friend ke friend list mein usi ladki ki pic dikhi. aaj maine use dhyaan se dekha to dekhta hi rah gaya. aisa nahi ki vo koi film actress jaisi sundar thi par sundar bahut thi. aur fir uski sweet si aawaaj mere kan mein aai – Thanks ! bas fir to jaise dimag mein ghantiyan bajne lagi – Thanks, thanks Thanks……….. Thanks !! maine bina kuchh soche samjhe friend rqst bhej di. aur message bhi kar diya – aapki awaaj bahut sweet hai. fir maine socha kahin mujhe flirt na samjhe kyunki main vaise ladkiyon ke mamle mein kafi had tak seedha sada huin. kabhi kisi girl ko tang nahi kiya. fir maine socha kuchh galat bola nahi hai. agar friend request accept nahi karegi to koi bat nahi,. 2 din tak kuchh nahi hua. fir achanak uska reply aaya – to tum mere peeche lage ho? ek mobile de diya vapas to kya rishta hi jod loge.? aur tumne mujhe dhundha kaise? kya mere pichhe lage ho. dubara message bheja to complain kar dungi. meri to jaise watt lag gai. fir bhi maine use kaha ki sorry agar bura laga to lekin maine tumhara pichha nahi kiya. tumhein apni dost (Seema) ke profile mein frnd list mein dekha to tumhari sweet si aawaaj yad aa gai. man na ho to mat accept karo, lekin kisi se bhi puchh lo tumhari aawaaj hai bahut sweet ! fir thodi der mein uski ek smily aai – :) mere man mein to jaise laddu foot gaye ho, main khush ho gaya. tabhi usne meri friend request bhi accept kar li. hamari kuchh din tak to aise hi casual chat hoti rahi. jyada bat nahi hui. par aisa laga jaise use mere sath bat karna achcha lagta hai. fir ek din ham fir se bazar mein mil gaye. vahin ham ne fir kuchh der bat kari. fir usne mere insist karne pe mere sath icecream bhi khai. us din ke bad hamari batein bahut jyada hone lagi. mere sir pe tio uska deewanapan sawaar ho gaya tha jaise. maine ek din use propose kar diya to usne kaha Sumit, itni jaldi aise aage mat badho. ham dost hi theek hain. abhi aap padhai karo, main bhi padhai kar rahi hun. abhi ye sab batein theek nahin hain. lekin mere bas mein khud ko rokna nahi tha. maine fir use kaha ki I love you. main tumhare bina ek pal bhi nahi rah sakta . tum mujhe kal ek bar milo to sahi bazar mein. usne mana kar diya. par agle din vo mujhse mili bazar mein. vo ek saheli ke sath aai thi. uski saheli ne mere pas aake kaha ki abhi tak to vo tumhe ek dost ki tarah pasand karti hai. agar um apni dosti ko bachana chahte ho to ye harkatein band kar do varna usene kaha hai ki vo apne parents ko bol degi. main uski dost ko kahta rah gaya ki ek bar meri usse bat karwa do par vo apni saheli ke sath vapas chali gai. bad min maine dekha ki usne mujeh friend list se hata diya hai. mujhe abhi aisa lagta hai ki vo mujhse pyaar to akrti thi par apne parents ke dar se kah nahi paai. main ab roz bazar mein ghumta rahta hun ki kahin vo dikh jaye. kya karun?
me ajse 2 month pehle facecbook par chat kr rha tha tbhi mene ek naam surch kiya chku nam ki ladki ka naam likh kar surch kiya
or mene e chku nam ki ladki ko riqvest kiya or usne sham ko meri riqvest x’ep kar liya or mene usko kha k mere sath f1 frend ship krogi usne muje ha bol diya or me usse roj baat krne lga or ek din mene us ko prpos kar diya lekin usne muje ku6 nhi bola me us din bhut upset rha us din mere gav me shadi thi or uske agle din mmera 12 vi ka rizalt anevala tha lekin chkune mujko koi ans .. Nhi diya wo muje boliu k mujse aesa dobara mat pu6na mne usko sory bol diya usne muje ku6 nhi kha or aesehi me us se 2 mhine tak baat krte rha or usne muje kha ki me jab school me thi to me ek ladke ko like krti thi aesa muje usne boma mene is baat ko ignor kar diya tbhi 3 week baad usne yani ki chaku ne usko like krta tha wo ladke ko kha ki me tume like krti hu or chkune us ladke kko HA kardiya or mujse f.b par baat krna hi chod diya aje me akela hu me chuku ko phirse prapos krne vala tha lekin ye sab ho gya or me roj sad rhene lga pliz frend mai kya kru pliz heLp me