Hi guys, my name is matto. m jo aapke sath apni story shair karne ja rhi hu wo meri life ki real story hai. or mujhe samaj mein nahin aa rha k m kya kru..???
Dec. 2009 me meri life me 1 ladka aaya. uska naam deepu tha. us waqt m 12th me thi. kisi ne humari frndshp karvayi. dhire dhire hum ek dusre k sath serious ho gye or humara relation bhot aage bad gya. Uske kuch tym baad meri lyf me 1 or ladka uska naam tha ikjot. wo mera kafi purana school frnd hi tha. ek din hum achanak se 1 shop pe mile the. meri usse as a frnd baat hone lag gyi. dhire dhire wo meri taraf badta gya or m uski taraf. usne mujhe propose kiya to tha par mainne use mna kar diya tha kyoki deepu se meri thi. kuch tym baad mujhe ehsas hua k ikjot ko itna bulvana acha nai hai, fir maine use khud propose kiya. thoda sa aage badne k baad mujhe lga k m uske layak nai hu. jab ye baat maine use boli to usne aage se kafi kuch bola par mera mann ni manta tha. din rat meri aatama muje kosti thi k wo kya hai or tu kya?? fir maine decide kiya k m use apni zindgi se nikal dungi or dhire dhire maine uske man me apne liye nafrat bharni shuru kar di. par use dur karne k baad mujhe ye ehsas hua k m uske bina nhi rah sakti. par jab maine usse baat karne ki koshish ki to usne saf mna kar diya. deepu k sath mera aaj b relation hai par mera dil or dimag har wqt ikjot me rahta hai. din me kyi bar uski photographs dekhti hu. jab wo dikhte hain to meri khushi ka thikana nahin hota. pls guys help me m kya kru, ab to unki shadi b fix ho gyi h. m unke bina nahi rah sakti ab. unki bate, unki aawaz, unka style har wqt meri aankhon k samne rahta hai. M kya kru???
Dec. 2009 me meri life me 1 ladka aaya. uska naam deepu tha. us waqt m 12th me thi. kisi ne humari frndshp karvayi. dhire dhire hum ek dusre k sath serious ho gye or humara relation bhot aage bad gya. Uske kuch tym baad meri lyf me 1 or ladka uska naam tha ikjot. wo mera kafi purana school frnd hi tha. ek din hum achanak se 1 shop pe mile the. meri usse as a frnd baat hone lag gyi. dhire dhire wo meri taraf badta gya or m uski taraf. usne mujhe propose kiya to tha par mainne use mna kar diya tha kyoki deepu se meri thi. kuch tym baad mujhe ehsas hua k ikjot ko itna bulvana acha nai hai, fir maine use khud propose kiya. thoda sa aage badne k baad mujhe lga k m uske layak nai hu. jab ye baat maine use boli to usne aage se kafi kuch bola par mera mann ni manta tha. din rat meri aatama muje kosti thi k wo kya hai or tu kya?? fir maine decide kiya k m use apni zindgi se nikal dungi or dhire dhire maine uske man me apne liye nafrat bharni shuru kar di. par use dur karne k baad mujhe ye ehsas hua k m uske bina nhi rah sakti. par jab maine usse baat karne ki koshish ki to usne saf mna kar diya. deepu k sath mera aaj b relation hai par mera dil or dimag har wqt ikjot me rahta hai. din me kyi bar uski photographs dekhti hu. jab wo dikhte hain to meri khushi ka thikana nahin hota. pls guys help me m kya kru, ab to unki shadi b fix ho gyi h. m unke bina nahi rah sakti ab. unki bate, unki aawaz, unka style har wqt meri aankhon k samne rahta hai. M kya kru???
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