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Kash Vo Mujhe Chhod Kar Na Gaya Hota

Frnds, main anshu aur ye meri sad love story in hindi. Vo mere liye ek anjaan ehsaas ki tarah tha , jise main chah kar bhi ignore nahin kar sakti thi. College ke pehle din , main new students ke upar vali row me baithi thi ke tabhi mera dhyan sabse pehli row par baithe hue us boy par gaya jisne meri life hamesha ke liye badal di, uske sath kuch ladkiyan baithi hans rahi thi. Jab se maine use dekha tha mujhe kuchh-2 hone laga tha  aur main use apna banana chahti thi.


3 din baad kuch, doston ke saath ghumte hue bhi humne phir un ladkiyon ke sath usko dekha.Hum sabhi usko tab tak dekhte rahe, jab tak vo wahan se chala nahin gaya.Hum sabhi young or college ke naye-2 students the, to mauz-masti ka mauka to banta tha. Isiliye 6 logon ne meri i-10 mein  ghumne ka plan banaya, meri  car mein 6 log adjust nahin ho sakte the par jaise- taise usme baith gaye,
Sanjeev ne car drive karne ka plan kiya aur baki log paasenger seat par baith gaye,mere liye jagah nahin bachi, to sanjeev ne mujhe apni god mein bathne ko kaha, main emergency brak ke upar adjust ho gayi,to sanjeev ne mera haath pakad kar, apni god mein baitha liya. Hum dono ek dusre ke itne paas the ke ek dusre ki saanson ko mehsoos kar sakte the.Uski is harkat se sabhi log hansne lage. Fir main pichhe ja kar hi kisi tarah fans ke baith gayi.
Us raat main koshish karke ke bhi so nahi paa rahi thi, mera dimaag unhi baton mein ghum raha tha, phir mujhe pata chala ki Sanjeev ki koi girlfriend nahin thi,wo sirf ek raat ki dosti ke liye famous tha aur usne kahbi bhi kisi se commit  nahi kiya tha ke vo pyar karta hai. Hamari first date ke baad hamri nazdikiyan itne badh gayin thi ki jaise hum kabhi alag nahin honge, Hamari winter vacation mein hum dono ne bahot samay saath mein bitaya , vo mere father se bhi mila. Jab bhi hum milte the , main use aur bhi pasand karne lagti thi,aisa lagta tha ye sab aise hi chalta rahega.
Ek din usne mujhse kaha ke use dance karna nahin aata hai, phir kya tha! Hum mauj masti ke liye uski car mein town se bahar ghumne nikal gaye, jahan chandni raat mein humne dance bhi kiya aur khoob maje kiye. Har din , har raat romance se bhar gayi thi, Mujhe bahot accha lag raha tha.
2 saal ke baad , zindagi ne mod liya aur sanjeev apni padhai finsh karke apni job ke liye , naonital chala gaya, uske jaane ke baad to main jaise jeena hi bhul gayi thi.
Main bhi apne parents ke pas wapas aa gayi thi, main bar-2 Sanjeev ke bare mein soch-2 kar pareshan ho chuki thi. Main wahan bhi gumsum si khoi-2 rehti thi, Mere father aur meri  mom ko bhi meri chinta hone lagi thi, Unhe lagta tha ke main sanjeev ke alaava kisi aur ke bare mein soch bhi nahi sakti thi. Khair samjh bujha kar unhone meri shadi tay kar di.
3 Saal baad apni shaadi se ek raat pehle sanjeev se meri baat hui, Maine use apni shaadi ke bare mein bataya, vo bhi shocked tha aur bar-2 mujhse keh raha tha ke vo mujhse bahot pyar karta hai, aur mujhse shaadi bhi karna chata hai. Par maine uski ek naa suni,aur ek stable aadmi se shaadi kar li.
Aaj main apni us ek naa ke liye bahot pachta rahi hun, hamari shaadi 4 saal  mein toot gayi, aur hum ek doosre se alag ho gaye, Meri duayen ab ansun ban chuki thi, main hamesha bhagwaan se yahi dua karti thi ki mujhe mere dhukhon se nikalo. Sanjeev is sab ke baad bhi hamesha meri yaadon mein tha. Shaadi tootne ke 4 saal baad 2006 mein ek aur insaan se mili, jo bilkul nature mein sanjeev ki tarah tha. Usse mil kar mujhe vo anjaan ehsaas hua jo kabhi Sanjeev se mil kar hua tha. Mujhe lagta hai ki main usse sachha pyaar karti hoon aur is baar sab kuchh sahi hai, vaise hi jaisa main chahti thi aur ab main ek baar bhi sanjeev ke baare main sochna nahi chaahti.
Pata nahi kya hoga, dosto, bas dua kro mere liye. Jindagi ke ajeeb dorahe pe khadi hun main. Fir se Sanjeev ke bare mein sochne lagti hun ki kash vo mujhe chhod kar na gaya hota

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