my 1st love

Hello friends, I am Jatin Tiwari………..from Gwaliyor……….. 
My 1st Love


mene meri lyf me kai ladkiyo ko propose kiya, or 4-5 ko to girlfriend bhi bnaya lekin pyaar kya hota h ye us time nhi pta tha muge…….me kafi smart ldka hu isiliye muge lgta tha ki muge kbhi koi ldki mna nhi kr skti or us time tak kisi ne kiya bhi nhi tha…….
Jb me 11th me tha….usi time mene computer 
course krne ka socha… me or mene 1 institute me admission le liya …… Or aaj 12/10/2011 KO MeRI class ka 1st day tha…………… jb me class me phucha to mem ne vha pad rhe kabhi students se mera intro. kraya……… unhi me se 1 ldki thi jiska name tha shiva shukla….. jb mene use dekha to dekhta hi rah gya, bhut hi pyari lag rhi thi vo. Tbi soch liya tha ki ise apni girlfriend jrur bnauga. uska addmison b 1 week phle hi huya tha , to use b hmare sath hi kr di ya gya .ab roj me class pdne jane lga. Hmare betch ki tyming 12:30-2 am thi….muge computer me bhut intrest h pr us time kuchh khash nhi janta tha me……. Pr shiva bhut achchi thi pdne me.. usk no. hmesha sbse jyada ate the or mem hmesa uskI tareef kiya krti thi. 1 din ese hi bato –bato me mene use usse jyada marks lane ka challenge de diya….. mene socha tha ki vo b chalange de degi.. bt usne esa kuch nhi kiya or kha agar tum achche se pdai kroge to achche hi marks ayenge….or chali gyi…. Nxt day hmara test hua or usk 2sre din hmra result btaya gya. Jese hi mem class me ayi unhone sbse phle muge congratulate kiya or kha ki I got 94 marks upon 100… me bhut khus tha tbi mene shiva ki tarf dekha……. Mene socha tha ki use bura lag rha hoga….. bt she was also vry happy 4 me nd after that mem ne btaya ki usk 96 marks h.. muge ye sunkr bhut hi bur alga… I cant tell u ki us time kya feel kr rha tha me . clas khatm hone k bad vo mere pas ayi or boli-“ congratulation! Tumare bhut achche marks aye h”pr class k or student has rhe the… ki me chalange har gya………
Us time muge us pr bhut gussa aya, jbki sach btau to vo marks meri pdai k nhi bt cheeting k the…. Apne attitude ki vjh se me uski achchaiya b nhi dekh pa rha tha…….. me use neecha dikhana chahta tha isiliye usk sath pyar ka drama start kr diya……. Sbse phle use friendship ki……. Or kuch din bad pyar ka natak start kr diya…… jb mene use 1st day kha to usne saf mna kr diya ki me tumse pyaar nhi krti hu….. ………… jb mene ye bat suni to mera para or high ho gya ki uski itni himmat ki muge mna kr de………..mene soch liya tha ki isse ha bulva k hi rhunga…………….
Mene use presan krna start kr diya. Bhut presan kiya mene use………..puraa din me use cll or msg krta……… hr bkt me use yhi khta ki me use bhut pyar krta hu……….. or 1 din to mene had hi kar di use 1 msg kiya ki agr usne I luv u nhi bola to me suicide kr lunga………. Usne muge bhut smjaya pr me nhi mana or atlast usne I luv u bol diya……….agr me turant use bta deta ki ye drama h to sayd use jyada bura nhi lgta isiliye mene ye drama 6 month continue rkha or 6 mhine hmare beech sb kuch bhut achcha chala…………hm sath -2 pdte , ghumne jate…………….vo us time tak mugse bhut pyaar krne lgi thi or 1 bar to kha b ki me tumse hi sadi krugi vrna mar jaugi……….
1 din mere se mera 1 dost bola ki yar kb bta rha h use ki ye sb pyar- vyar 1 drama h…….mene jb ye suna to thoda bur alga pr samne dekha to shiva khadi thi or uski aankho me anshu the , vo meri pas ayi or rote huye boli ki tumne esa kyu kiya or chali gyi or me use kuch nhi kh paya……..
Us tym muge `esa feel ho rha tha ki jese kuchh kho diya h mene……ghar gya to kuch b achcha nhi lag rha tha or bar-2 mob. Dekh rha tha ki sayad koi msg ya cll a jaye…………pr esa kuch nhi hua……… me rat bhar nhi so paya………. Vese hmesha mere jagne se phle 1 gm ka msg jrur ata tha or me b sbse phle use ko hi msg krta tha ..pr us din sb kuch bhut bura lag rha tha me bhut hi miss kar rha tha use…. Jiski life me barbad krna chahta tha. Vo meri lyf kab ban gyi muge pta bhi nhi chala……..phir b me ye bat smj nhi paya us tym apne igo ki vjh se….or socha ki agr usse bat ki to sab sochenge ki me 1 ldki k liye jhuk gya……. Isiliye soch liya kuch nhi khunga usse or kisi or ko pta lunga……..pr me kitna b chahu ki usk bare me nhi sochuga. Par pta nhi kyo bar-bar usi k bare me soch rha… 2sre din class me b usi ka wait kar rha tha… par vo nhi ayi.. or 2 week tak me apni feeling chupane ki koshish krta rha bt me esa nhi kr paya.. atlast esa lgne lga ki nhi g pauga usk bina… or phir mere dost ko pta chal hi gya ki me usse pyar krne lga huis bar to me usse chupa b nhi paya………….. me bas ab usse milna chahta tha…….mene apne dost ko bola…… usne muge pooja ka no. diya jo shiva ki frnd or mere dost ki girl frnd thi…….. poja se bat krne k bad muge pta chala ki shiva bhut bimar h or admit bhi… ye sab sunkar me apne ap ko bhut guilty feel kar rha tha…. Kyu ki uski ye halat meri vjh se hui thi….me us time ka dard apko explane b nhi kr skta hu……… ab to bas muge usse milna tha or me hospital phuch gya…….. vha mene use dekh to liya pr bat nhi ho payi kyuki usk bhaiya –bhabhi vhi thi….. me 2 din tak roj usse hospital me milne k liye jata par bat nhi ho pa rhi thi… usk gharvale vhi par the ……… ……… mene us tym feel kiya ki pyar kya hota ,, pyar ka dard kya hota h… kitna muskil hota h usk bina 1 pal bitana jise ham pyar krte h………………………..2 din bad vo hospital se discharge hokar ghar a gyi,,,,, ab mugh pr usk bina rha nhi jar ha tha ,,, isiliye bina kisi ki prvah kiye me usk ghar phuch gya,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, us tym pooja b mere sath thi,,,,,,, jese hi me usk ghar phucha muge sbse phle uski bhabhi mili……. Vo mugse poochne lgi ki me kon hu.. mene kha uska dost hu,, usse milna… unhone kha ki vo us room h…… jb me ro m me phucha to vo leti hui thi muge dekh kar hi uth gyi…. Or mene jate hi sbse phle use sorry bola….
She- sorry to muge bolna chahiye tume meri vjh se itni tkleef hui…
Me-Plz muge maff kar do. Mugse glti ho gai , pr pyar me sach me tumse krta hu ,, is bat ka ahsas muge ab hua….
She plz jatin , phir se nhi ab nhi sah paungi……
Me—me janta hu ki tum mugse bhut pyar krti ho, bas 1 mauka dedo.. me yah bat sabit kr dunga plz… me tumare bina g skta ab;;;;;;
Or ye sunkar vo mere gle lgkar rone lgi,,,,,,,
room me uski bhabhi a gyi … or unhone sab sun liya…. Unhone mugse kha kit um bahr jao . muge shiva se kuchh bat krni h,,,,,
thodi der bad vo room se bhar a gyi or pta nhi unhone use kya bola par vo muge 1 mauka dene k liye man gyi…… meri lyf me sab kuch shi ho gya muge mera pyarr phir se mil gya…….. me bhut khus tha……
tbhi 1 din me shiva k sath byk pr jar ha tha , or usk bhaiya ne hme dekh liya ,,,,,,,,, vo bhut dar gyi thi or ghar jane ko mna krne lgi….. mene use bhut smjaya,,,,,bt vo man hi nhi rhi thi ,,,,, isiliye me use usk ghar chodne gya…. Dar to muge b bhut lag rha tha r me use akele chod k nhi ja sjkta tha,,,,,,,, esa lag rha tha ki aj mug pr bhut bjega pr esa kuchh nhi hua…… jese hi me use chod k jane lga…….. usk bhaiya ne muge roka…… me bhut dar gya …… unhone mugse kha…………..
kha ghum rhe the isk sath..
me- coleg se a rha tha
he- usk dost ho….
Me- ham 1 -2sre se pyaar krte h……
He- lyf me kya bnna h..
Me- computer ingineer
He- or shadi k babre me
Me- me shiva se bhut pyar krta hu…me usi se shadi krna chahta hu……
He-to dar kyu rhe ho, tum apni lyf me sat ho jao. Me tym ane par tum 2no ki shadi krva dunga………….
Ye sunkar me bhut khush ho gya…. Pr unhone sath hi worn b kiya ki me usse is tarh nhi mil skta………….. mene unse kha ki me kya abhi 1 bar mil skta hu…….. unhone ha kar diya
Jab shiva room me ayi to vo ro rhi thi…… phir mene use sari bat btayi or vo b man gyi, usk bbabd me ghar a gya….. thode duno babd hmare exam ho gye….. or result b a gya………..or me noyda a gya or vo vhi rah gyi….. mene use us din cll ki or kha ki me noyda jar ha hu.. vo bas ro rhi thi.. muge b bhut bura lag rha tha……… pr thodi der bad shiva mere ghar a gyi.. me to use dekh kar socked ho gya ki vo yha kese/////to usne btaya ki bhaiya ne bolab tumse milne ko… us din last tym mene usse achche se baat ki or me yha a gya… ….. ……. ……..
Ab sirf hmari cllb or msg se hi bate hoti h… usk bad se use 3 bar hi dekha h……. par phir b me bhut khush hu kyuki me janta hu ki use hmesa k liye apna bnana h to kuch din to dur rhna hi hoga………………………
Dosto , ye meri real lovestory h jo abhi puri nhi hui…….
Me ap logo 1 bat batana chahta hu ki kuchh bhi kro par kbi kisi k dil k sath khelne ki kosis mat krna or vo bhi shivapyaar krti h jesi
Ldkiyo k sath to kbhi bhi nhi, kyuki ye ldkia apni lyf me kisi 1 se hi… muge to 2sra mauka mil gya par sayad apko na mile…………
Submitted By:- Jatin Tiwari

My 1st Love

Hello friends, I am jatin tiwari………..from gwaliyor………..

mene meri lyf me kai ladkiyo ko propose kiya, or 4-5 ko to girlfriend bhi bnaya lekin pyaar kya hota h ye us time nhi pta tha muge…….me kafi smart ldka hu isiliye muge lgta tha ki muge kbhi koi ldki mna nhi kr skti or us time tak kisi ne kiya bhi nhi tha…….
Jb me 11th me tha….usi time mene computer
course krne ka socha… me or mene 1 institute me admission le liya …… OR AJ 12/10/2011 KO MeRI class ka 1st day tha…………… jb me class me phucha to mem ne vha pad rhe kabhi students se mera intro. kraya………… unhi me se 1 ldki thi jiska name tha shiva shukla….. jb mene use dekha to dekhta hi rah gya, bhut hi pyari lag rhi thi vo. Tbi soch liya tha ki ise apni girlfriend jrur bnauga. uska addmison b 1 week phle hi huya tha , to use b hmare sath hi kr di ya gya .ab roj me class pdne jane lga. Hmare betch ki tyming 12:30-2 am thi….muge computer me bhut intrest h pr us time kuchh khash nhi janta tha me……. Pr shiva bhut achchi thi pdne me.. usk no. hmesha sbse jyada ate the or mem hmesa uskI tareef kiya krti thi. 1 din ese hi bato –bato me mene use usse jyada marks lane ka challenge de diya….. mene socha tha ki vo b chalange de degi.. bt usne esa kuch nhi kiya or kha agar tum achche se pdai kroge to achche hi marks ayenge….or chali gyi…. Nxt day hmara test hua or usk 2sre din hmra result btaya gya. Jese hi mem class me ayi unhone sbse phle muge congratulate kiya or kha ki I got 94 marks upon 100… me bhut khus tha tbi mene shiva ki tarf dekha……. Mene socha tha ki use bura lag rha hoga….. bt she was also vry happy 4 me… nd after that mem ne btaya ki usk 96 marks h.. muge ye sunkr bhut hi bur alga… I cant tell u ki us time kya feel kr rha tha me . clas khatm hone k bad vo mere pas ayi or boli-“ congratulation! Tumare bhut achche marks aye h”pr class k or student has rhe the… ki me chalange har gya…………
Us time muge us pr bhut gussa aya, jbki sach btau to vo marks meri pdai k nhi bt cheeting k the…. Apne attitude ki vjh se me uski achchaiya b nhi dekh pa rha tha…….. me use neecha dikhana chahta tha isiliye usk sath pyar ka drama start kr diya……. Sbse phle use friendship ki……. Or kuch din bad pyar ka natak start kr diya…… jb mene use 1st day kha to usne saf mna kr diya ki me tumse pyaar nhi krti hu….. ………… jb mene ye bat suni to mera para or high ho gya ki uski itni himmat ki muge mna kr de…………..mene soch liya tha ki isse ha bulva k hi rhunga…………….
Mene use presan krna start kr diya. Bhut presan kiya mene use………..puraa din me use cll or msg krta……… hr bkt me use yhi khta ki me use bhut pyar krta hu……….. or 1 din to mene had hi kar di use 1 msg kiya ki agr usne I luv u nhi bola to me suicide kr lunga………. Usne muge bhut smjaya pr me nhi mana or atlast usne I luv u bol diya……….agr me turant use bta deta ki ye drama h to sayd use jyada bura nhi lgta isiliye mene ye drama 6 month continue rkha or 6 mhine hmare beech sb kuch bhut achcha chala…………hm sath -2 pdte , ghumne jate…………….vo us time tak mugse bhut pyaar krne lgi thi or 1 bar to kha b ki me tumse hi sadi krugi vrna mar jaugi……….
1 din mere se mera 1 dost bola ki yar kb bta rha h use ki ye sb pyar- vyar 1 drama h…….mene jb ye suna to thoda bur alga pr samne dekha to shiva khadi thi or uski aankho me anshu the , vo meri pas ayi or rote huye boli ki tumne esa kyu kiya or chali gyi or me use kuch nhi kh paya……..
Us tym muge `esa feel ho rha tha ki jese kuchh kho diya h mene……ghar gya to kuch b achcha nhi lag rha tha or bar-2 mob. Dekh rha tha ki sayad koi msg ya cll a jaye…………pr esa kuch nhi hua……… me rat bhar nhi so paya………. Vese hmesha mere jagne se phle 1 gm ka msg jrur ata tha or me b sbse phle use ko hi msg krta tha ..pr us din sb kuch bhut bura lag rha tha me bhut hi miss kar rha tha use…. Jiski life me barbad krna chahta tha. Vo meri lyf kab ban gyi muge pta bhi nhi chala……..phir b me ye bat smj nhi paya us tym apne igo ki vjh se….or socha ki agr usse bat ki to sab sochenge ki me 1 ldki k liye jhuk gya……. Isiliye soch liya kuch nhi khunga usse or kisi or ko pta lunga……..pr me kitna b chahu ki usk bare me nhi sochuga. Par pta nhi kyo bar-bar usi k bare me soch rha… 2sre din class me b usi ka wait kar rha tha… par vo nhi ayi.. or 2 week tak me apni feeling chupane ki koshish krta rha bt me esa nhi kr paya.. atlast esa lgne lga ki nhi g pauga usk bina… or phir mere dost ko pta chal hi gya ki me usse pyar krne lga huis bar to me usse chupa b nhi paya………….. me bas ab usse milna chahta tha…….mene apne dost ko bola…… usne muge pooja ka no. diya jo shiva ki frnd or mere dost ki girl frnd thi…….. poja se bat krne k bad muge pta chala ki shiva bhut bimar h or admit bhi… ye sab sunkar me apne ap ko bhut guilty feel kar rha tha…. Kyu ki uski ye halat meri vjh se hui thi….me us time ka dard apko explane b nhi kr skta hu……… ab to bas muge usse milna tha or me hospital phuch gya…….. vha mene use dekh to liya pr bat nhi ho payi kyuki usk bhaiya –bhabhi vhi thi….. me 2 din tak roj usse hospital me milne k liye jata par bat nhi ho pa rhi thi… usk gharvale vhi par the ……… ……… mene us tym feel kiya ki pyar kya hota ,, pyar ka dard kya hota h… kitna muskil hota h usk bina 1 pal bitana jise ham pyar krte h………………………..2 din bad vo hospital se discharge hokar ghar a gyi,,,,, ab mugh pr usk bina rha nhi jar ha tha ,,, isiliye bina kisi ki prvah kiye me usk ghar phuch gya,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, us tym pooja b mere sath thi,,,,,,, jese hi me usk ghar phucha muge sbse phle uski bhabhi mili……. Vo mugse poochne lgi ki me kon hu.. mene kha uska dost hu,, usse milna… unhone kha ki vo us room h…… jb me ro m me phucha to vo leti hui thi muge dekh kar hi uth gyi…. Or mene jate hi sbse phle use sorry bola….
She- sorry to muge bolna chahiye tume meri vjh se itni tkleef hui…
Me-Plz muge maff kar do. Mugse glti ho gai , pr pyar me sach me tumse krta hu ,, is bat ka ahsas muge ab hua….
She plz jatin , phir se nhi ab nhi sah paungi……
Me—me janta hu ki tum mugse bhut pyar krti ho, bas 1 mauka dedo.. me yah bat sabit kr dunga plz… me tumare bina g skta ab;;;;;;
Or ye sunkar vo mere gle lgkar rone lgi,,,,,,,
room me uski bhabhi a gyi … or unhone sab sun liya…. Unhone mugse kha kit um bahr jao . muge shiva se kuchh bat krni h,,,,,
thodi der bad vo room se bhar a gyi or pta nhi unhone use kya bola par vo muge 1 mauka dene k liye man gyi…… meri lyf me sab kuch shi ho gya muge mera pyarr phir se mil gya…….. me bhut khus tha……
tbhi 1 din me shiva k sath byk pr jar ha tha , or usk bhaiya ne hme dekh liya ,,,,,,,,, vo bhut dar gyi thi or ghar jane ko mna krne lgi….. mene use bhut smjaya,,,,,bt vo man hi nhi rhi thi ,,,,, isiliye me use usk ghar chodne gya…. Dar to muge b bhut lag rha tha r me use akele chod k nhi ja sjkta tha,,,,,,,, esa lag rha tha ki aj mug pr bhut bjega pr esa kuchh nhi hua…… jese hi me use chod k jane lga…….. usk bhaiya ne muge roka…… me bhut dar gya …… unhone mugse kha…………..
kha ghum rhe the isk sath..
me- coleg se a rha tha
he- usk dost ho….
Me- ham 1 -2sre se pyaar krte h……
He- lyf me kya bnna h..
Me- computer ingineer
He- or shadi k babre me
Me- me shiva se bhut pyar krta hu…me usi se shadi krna chahta hu……
He-to dar kyu rhe ho, tum apni lyf me sat ho jao. Me tym ane par tum 2no ki shadi krva dunga………….
Ye sunkar me bhut khush ho gya…. Pr unhone sath hi worn b kiya ki me usse is tarh nhi mil skta………….. mene unse kha ki me kya abhi 1 bar mil skta hu…….. unhone ha kar diya
Jab shiva room me ayi to vo ro rhi thi…… phir mene use sari bat btayi or vo b man gyi, usk bbabd me ghar a gya….. thode duno babd hmare exam ho gye….. or result b a gya………..or me noyda a gya or vo vhi rah gyi….. mene use us din cll ki or kha ki me noyda jar ha hu.. vo bas ro rhi thi.. muge b bhut bura lag rha tha……… pr thodi der bad shiva mere ghar a gyi.. me to use dekh kar socked ho gya ki vo yha kese/////to usne btaya ki bhaiya ne bolab tumse milne ko… us din last tym mene usse achche se baat ki or me yha a gya… ….. ……. ……..
Ab sirf hmari cllb or msg se hi bate hoti h… usk bad se use 3 bar hi dekha h……. par phir b me bhut khush hu kyuki me janta hu ki use hmesa k liye apna bnana h to kuch din to dur rhna hi hoga………………………
Dosto , ye meri real lovestory h jo abhi puri nhi hui…….
Me ap logo 1 bat batana chahta hu ki kuchh bhi kro par kbi kisi k dil k sath khelne ki kosis mat krna or vo bhi shivapyaar krti h jesi
Ldkiyo k sath to kbhi bhi nhi, kyuki ye ldkia apni lyf me kisi 1 se hi… muge to 2sra mauka mil gya par sayad apko na mile…………
Submitted By:- Jatin Tiwari

My 1st & Last Love

Hia, frnds, im sahil…………..i belong to guna(Bhopal )//////////// iss site pr mene bhut stories pdi or sabhi bhut achchi h……………. me b ap logo k sath apni luvstoy share krna chahta hu……….

So let us come on the story////////////////
Bat us tym ki jb mere 12 k exam ho gye the, or me apni bua k yha gwaliyor gya tha………. Me suru se hi ldkio k mamle me bhut hi kachcha hu
….. meri koi b girl frnd nhi h… me hi ldkio se bat karne me bhut hichkichata hu …….. me suru se hi nda krna chahta tha,,,, isiliye subha sbse phle hi exercise krta tha………..
Jab me apni bua k ghar phucha to roj ki tarah chat pr exercise k liye phuch gya…..us din me thoda late utha tha …. Jab me exersice kark neeche jane lga tbhi meri najar meri samne vali building par gyi….. vha pr 1 ldki khadi hui thi jo ki apne geele valo ko suljha rhi thi,,,,, muge pta nhi kya sujha me vhi khade hokar use dekhne lga,,,,,, abhi tak mene uska chehra nhi dekha tha……… thodi der bad jb usne apne bal upar kiye tab mene uska chehra dekha/////// or dekhta hi rah gya….. vo bhut hi khubsurat lag rhi thi,,, jush like a fairy……..nd vo pink colour ki dresh us par bhut suit kar rhi thi…… abhi tak use pta nhi tha ki me use dekh rha hu……… jese hi usne mere tarf dekha, me dar gya or idhar udhar dekhne lga or vo muge dekh kar neeche chali gyi…………..thodi der bad me bhi neeche a gya………. Or pura tym usi k bare me sochta rha or kai bar upar bi gya ye sochkar ki sayad vo upar aye,,,,,,,,,, pr 1 bhi bar vo upar nhi ayi……. Use dekhne k bad muge pta nhi kya ho gya tha , bar-bar usi k khyal a rhe the………….. me puri rat usi k bare me sochta rha,,,,,,,, or jb nxt morning phir se exercise k liye gya, to bs yhi sochta rha ki sayad vo upar aye or exercise b nhi ki……. Ab to muge bhut baicheni ho rhi thi, esa lag rha tha bas 1 bar use dekh lu….. or mere luck ne mera sath diya…..nd thodi me vo upar ayi kapde sukhane k liye…. Or me use dekh kar hi khush ho gya………… pr usne meri taraf dekha b nhi tha,,,,,,,,, tbhi thodi der me meri bua ka ldka rahul upar a gya or bola ki bhaiya tume mummy bula rhi h… …… or me neeche a gya,,,,,, abhi tak to muge uska naam bhi nhi pta tha,,,,,,,,, mene rahul se puchha ki chat par jo ladki h vo kon h,,,,, to usne mugse kha ki vo meri mem h,,,,,,, muge kuchh samaj nhi aya,,,meri bua ne meri bat sun li thi, or boli ki uska naam RUPAM h…. and vo yha apni nani k ghar ayi h……. mene kha rahul kah rha h ki uski mem h to iska kya mtlb h? tb bua ne btaya ki vo roj rahul ko pdane ati h,,, vo yha par 1.5 month se h ………. Mene pucha kitne pdti h tb muge pta chala ki usne 10th k exam diye h or yha holidays me ayi h……… mene kha ab pdane nhi ati h… to bua boli ki uski mami nhi h aj a jayegi to kal se vo 2no ko pdaygi/////// me ye sunkar bhut khush ho gya,,,,,nd us rat ko b bas usk bare me hi sochta rha……….. or nxt morning phir se vhi ,,,,,,,,,,, par aj ka din sabse jyada khas tha kyu ki aj vo khar ane vali thi………… or isiliye me bhut khus tha,,,,,,,,,, or 11 bje vo priya or rahul ko pdane a gyi………vo haal me pda rhi thi,,,,,,, or me bas use hi dekhe ja rha tha….. or 2 hours bad vo pda k khar jane lgi…… bua ne use roka ki
Bua- rupam, chhay to pilo//
She- Thanks ,antie bt me peeke ayi thi ..
Bua- to beta thodi der baith lo.. phir chali jana..
She- ok antie..
Phir vo bua se bate krti rhi,,, mene b bhut kosis ki pr himmat nhi hui, usse kuch b khne ki…
Thodi der bad rahul ne kha ake ki rupam ko uski nani bula rhi h.. or vo chali gyi…
Usk jane k bad mene bua se kha ki ye bolti kyu nhi h.. itni sant- sant kyu rhti h? to bua ne kha ki vo to bhut bolti h.lekin sayad tumare samne nhi bolti….
Ab bas sab kuchh esa hi chal rha tha, vo roj pdane ati. Or me use dekhkar hi khus ho jata, or din bhar usk khyalo me khoye rhna,, isi beech deepti vha ayi, jo ki rahul ki bua ki ldki h, and meri hi age ki to usse meri kaphi achchi frndship h. use thode dino me hi pta chal gya ki me rupam ko like krta hu..or uski b kaphi achchi frndship ho gyi thi, ab to vo kbhi –kbhi depti k sath khar bhi ane lgi thi, n dab usk sath tym spent krne ka kaphi tym milne lga…..
Aj 12/6/10 ko hmare yha mandir me jag rata tha, us din me subha se hi mandir pr kam kr rha tha nd vo bhi,,,, usi tym dipti ne akar muge use propose krne ka suggestion diya ,, bt mere andar itni himmat nhi thi ki me use propose kr sku.. abhi tak to 1 bhi bar shi se bat bhi nhi hui thi hmari…. Or tym bhi jyada nhi hua tha, to mene dipti ko mna kr diya or ye bhi promish le liya ki vo bhi kuch nhi btayegi…..
Us din vo bhut pyari lag rhi thi, us red shoot me,,,,,,,,,
Pr kuch dino bad esa ho jayega mene to socha bhi nhi tha…
Aj 26/6/10 ko subha 6 bje hi dipti muge utha rhi thi..
Dipti- sahil, utho
Me- kyo?
She- sote rho rupam apne ghar jar hi h..
Ye sunkar hi me jldi se utha,,
Me- kha jar hi h vo?
She- apne ghar
Me ye sunkar jab bahar phucha to dekha ki vo jane k liye ready h….. or mere se buy krk mere samne hi vo chali gyi…. Or me use rok bhi nhi paya…… us tym muge feel hua ki pyaar kya hota h…. usk jane k bad me bhut roya nd thode dino bad me bhi apne ghar a gya,,, uski yado k sath… or usk bad me bhut udas rhne lga , mere frnds ko jab ye btaya to vo khne lge ki that is not a luv, that is only attration,,,
Becoz , vo bhut sundar h, bt I think ki ye pyar h vrna aj 3 sal bad bhi me uski yado me nhi g rha hota…..
Me nhi janta ki rupam mugse pyar krti h ya nhi pr I really luv her… and ab to sb mene kismet pr chod diya h, ab bas vhi muge mere pyaar se milva skti h,,,,,,,
Me hmesa bua k ghar jata rhta hu usk liya///pr vo 1 bhi bar nhi mili…… mere ankho k samne to ab bhi uska masum muskrat hua chehra ghumta rhta h,,,,,
Dosto, ye meri real story h, now plz tell me kya muge mra pyaar milega…?????????????????
I LUV U RUPAM
Submitted By:- Sahil Dubey

My First Love

Hi pyary friends main punjab pakistan say hun mera naam sahir hai . Main ap ko btany ja rha hun meri pehli aor akhri muhabbat k bary main main student hun i.t. Ka to khani kuch youn hai k mujhy bachpan say hi ek larki say bohat muhabbat thi jab b main usy daikhta to mery dil main ek ajeeb c halchal mach jati thi aor usy daikhty hi mera dil kehta tha k kaash yeh b mujh say pyar kary hair main us ka dil hi dil main w8 karny lga k ho sakta hai meri trha usy b mujh say muhabbat ho aor mujhy lagta b tha k usy b mujh say muhabat hai .hair na kabhi woh keh pae aor na mujh main itni himat thi k usy apny dil ki bat bta skun k main us kay pyar ka kb say muntazir hun magar aahista aahista mujhy ehsas hony lga k usy b mujh say muhabat hai dil k kisi kony main woh b meri trha mery liye muhabat chupay bethi hai ba har hall ek din mera rishta aya abroad switzer land say wahan mery dad k dost settle thy woh pak aye aor hmary ghar aa k unhun ny mery hath apni beti k liye manga to mery dad ny kha k larky say poch kar faisla karun ga aor is bat ka mujhy pta ilam hony say pehly usy pta chal gya jis ko main bachpan say lay kar aaj tak bina kuch khy pyar karta tha to us ny kapry press karty hoy apna hath jla liya to jb mujhy pta chla k us ka hath jal gya hai to main ny us ka hall pocha to us ny apna hath chupa kr kha k main to bilkul theak hun mujhy kya hona hai aor us ny mujhy pocha k tmhara rishta ho gya hai ya abi nai to main ny kha kaisa rishta kis ka to us ny kha tmhara rishta tmhary dad k friend lay kar aye hain woh mujhy yeh baat bri himat say bta rai thi magar us ki zuban larkhra gae aor us ki aankh say be basi saf chalak rai thi aor aisa lgta tha jaisy woh mujhy kuch kehna chahti hai magar woh hamosh rai aor dusry room main chali gae magar mery dil main ek hi swal tha k agar mery rishty ki bat hoi b hai to is ki zuban q larrkhra gae hai . Chalo hair main phir sara din isi bat ko sochta rha k yaar is ki zuban q larkhra gae hai dosto yeh pyar jo hai na yeh ya to ap apny mehboob ki aankhon main daikh sakty ho ya dil say dil ko mehsos kar sakty ho . Main to sari rat b us ki halat k mutalik sochta rha aor jb subha hoi to dad ny kha k beta tmhary uncle tmhain damad bnana chahty hain tmhain koi aitraz to nai aor phir kya main uncle aor apny dad say muafi mangi k main yeh rishta nai nibha paon ga aor mery dad samjhdar thy unhun ny uncle ko na kar di aor muafi b mangi . Hair yeh muamla clear ho gya ab mujhy fikar hony lagi k jis k liye main ny uncle ko thukra dia hai kahin woh na mujhy chorr day . Dosto.main ny ek din himat kar li aor khuda ka naam lay kar usy purpose karny ki thaan li so main ny usy direct ja kar kha k sonia main tm say kuch kehna chahta hun magar zuban sath nai day rahi tm plz meri aankhon main daikho aor parh sakti ho to parh lo k main tmhain kya kehna chahta hun aor us ny meri aankhon main aankhain daal kar kha cheema sahab aap ki kasam agar aap aaj mujh say yeh bat na kehty to main b tmhary bgair g na sakti thi friends mzy ki bat yeh hai k us ny meri aankhon say mery dil main jhank kar mujhy kha i love u 2 aor main ny kha hain g to us ny kha han g 7 saal saal main ny apny dil ki bat tm say chupa kar rakhi hai aor ek mazy ki baat k main ny b takreeban itni dair us say apny dil ki baat chupae thi aor is wakt ka intezar karta rha k kb usy khun ga k main tm sy pyar karta hun aor akhir kar woh din aa gya jb main apny mehboob ki aankhon main aankhain daal kar khra tha aor bina kuch khy usy dil ka sara hal bta dia tha woh din aor aaj ka din ham ek 2sry say bohat pyar karty hain apny mom dad ki izat ka khyal b karty hai aor apny pyar ko pyar tak mehdood rakha hai kabhi hawas nai bnny dia dosto ap say b guzarish hai k agar kisi say pyar krna hai to us k ehsas say kro na k us k jism k sath q k pyar ek pak rishta hai aor jo karna hai shadi k baad kro taky aap k pyar koi hawas na keh saky .apna dheer sara khyal rakhye ga aor duaon main sahir aor soni ko yaad rakhye ga ALLAH HAFIZ
Submitted By:- Imran

FEELING OF LOVE

Dosto ap sab ki zindagi me kabhi na kabhi koi aisa insan aaya hoga jiske aane se apki dunia me ek roshani si aayi hogi, jisaki khubsuarti ke aage dunia ki sari khusbsuarat cheeje bhi fiki lagti hongi, jiski ek muskurahat ke liye hum kuch bhi karne ko taiyar ho jayenge, jisase milkar humne jana hoga ki zindagi kitni khubsurat hai, jisko paane ke baad jisase milne ke baad hume aisa mehsoos ho mano humane sab kuch paa liya ho aur ab kisi se milane ka intazar nahi……
Aur agar aap abhi tak aise kisi shaks se nahi mile hai to bas intazaar kijiye kyunki har kisi ke liye bhagwan ne kahi na kahi ek khass insan banaya hota hai jisase milane ke baad na kisi se milane ki khwaish rahti hai aur jisko pane ke baad na aur kuch pane ki ikchha rahti hai…
Main aj aapko apne zindagi ke ek aise hi shaks ke bare me batana chahti hu jisase milkar mano maine sab kuch paa liya hai. Usase milkar maine jaana ki pyar kya hota hai…par pyar kyu hota hai ye main aaj tak nahi jaan payi…par usase pyar karke maine ye to jaan liya ki pyar jab bhi hota hai, jisase bhi hota hai apko sahi maeeno me jeena sikha deta hai, aur pyar se khoobsurat shayad aur koi ehsaas is dunia me nahi hai…phir chahe wo kisi bhi rishte ka pyar ho…kyuki pyar to bas pyara hota hai bas har rishte ke saath usko mehsoos karne ka ehsaas badal jata hai….to chaliye aaj main apko apne pyar “G” ke bare me batane ja rahi hu jisaki shuruaat kuch is tarah huyi….
Ye baat aaj se 5years before ki hai. Wo 2008 ka samay tha aur main apne 12th ke final exams ke baad apne hometown gayi thi to attend my cousins marriage and there I saw “G” for the first time after two years. He was stteping down to stairs and I was going up and our eyes met aur maine use ek usual sa hiii kiya and asked how are you “G”? and he said fine and went. Usaka ghar hamare ghar se thodi duri par hai aur hamari family kafi ache friends hai so I know him since my childhood but alwys saw him as my family friend. And hamare ghar ke har function me we invite them and they too. Par ab use itne saalo ke baad dekha aur ek hi pal me meri sari feelings usake liye badal gayi thi. He was no more a family friend to me but he was a special one for me now. Na jane aisa kya jadu kiya usane mujh par ki main har pal use sochane lagi thi…bas har pal use apne karib dekhna chahti thi. Jaise jaise din beet rahe the waise waise mere dil me uske liye feelings aur badati ja rahi thi…mujhe is baat ka zara bhi ehsaas nahi tha ki ye kaun sa ehsaas hai…but jo bhi tha mujhe bahut achha lag raha tha.
Har dhalte suraj ke saath aur har ugate suraj ke saath main use aur sirf use har ek pal apni ankho ke samane dekhana chahti thi. Wo ek pal ke liye bhi agar meri ankho se ojhal hota tha to main use dekhane ke liye bechain ho jati thi. Aur jab use dekhati thi to ek sukoon sa mehsoos hota tha mano maine kuch khoyi hui cheej pa li ho. Ye silsila yu hi chalta raha aur phir shadi wale din sab taiyar ho rahe the mere cousins aur main, aur tabhi wo(“G”) aaya…ek dam ready hokar and said “PARI” tum ready ho gayi and I was so happy coz he talked to me  I said yes and we all got ready to go. Main aur “G” ek hi gaadi me baithe the with my some other cousins aur sare raaste main bas use dekhate huye gayi…shaadi me hamane khoob enjoy kia coz my cousins are almost of my age and “G” too is of my age and next day we returned. Now main aur “G” thoda baat karne lage the and days went happily and mere wapas jane ka waqt aa gaya, apne city to get admission in college. Aur mere na chahte huye bhi meri ankho me aansu aa gaye sirf ye soch kar ki ab pata nahi main kab “G” se milungi. Aur jane wale din he holded my hands and said bye “PARI” aur mujhe laga jaise mujhse kuch chhut raha, kuch aisa jisake bina main jee nahi paungi, mano andar hi andar kuch toot raha ho. I just felt to leave everything and stay with him. But mujhe pata tha aisa nahi ho sakta aur mujhe jana hi hoga and I went.
And then I came to my home where actually I lived. Sab kuch pehale ke jaisa tha, wahi ghar, wahi mahaul, wahi gadiyo ka shor. Par ek cheej jo badal gayi thi…wo thi main. Main use har pal yaad karne lagi thi, jo karti, jaha jati uski yaade mujhe yaad aati. Uske sath bitaye har lamahe mano mere ankho ke samane chal rahe ho, uska chehra, uski muskurahat, uski baatein sab mujhse bhulaye nahi bhul rahe the. Kisine sach hi kaha hai jitna ham kisi ko bhulane ki koshish karte hai wo hume utane hi yaad aane lagate hai, aur yahi haal mera bhi tha main “G” ko jitna bhoolane ki koshish karti wo mujhe utana hi jyada yaad aane laga tha.
Main samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki main kya karu…har pal bas ek hi khayal dil me aata ki phir kab usase milungi, ya pata nahi kabhi mil bhi paungi ya nahi. Main usase milane ke liye, use dekhane ke liye har pal tadapane lagi thi par use nahi dekh pati thi. Kabhi lagata ki usane mujhe aawaj di ho, par dusare hi pal ye ehsaas hota ki ye bas mere sapane hai. Main har pal bhagwan se dua mangati ki…hey bhagwan pls mujhe “G” se mila do bas ek baar…par koi fayada na hua. Lekin ek din mano bhagwan ne meri sun li aur usake parents ka phone aaya…unhone mere parents ko bataya ki wo chahte hai ki “G” ka bhi admission hamare hi shehar me krwa dia jaye aur isliye ab “G” yahi ayega. Mere parents ne jab mujhe ye baat batayi to main to khushi se pagal ho gayi. Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki main kya kar du, main ab bas ek ek din usake aane ke intazar me bita rahi thi ki kab wo ayega, kab main use dekhungi, usase baat karungi.
Aur phir wo…..aaya mere dil ka sukun, mere chehare ki raunak aur mera sab kuch. He is a tall wheat coloured boy with black eyes and a face that can take many hearts, and he was wearing a green short kurta with cargo. Use dekhate hi ek pal ke liye meri dhadkane ruk gayi thi. Wo bahut thak gaya tha so he just had his dinner and went to sleep. Par use kya khabar thi ki usko dekh kar maine apni neend kho di hai. Main ab har roj use sote hue dekhati thi aur us waqt wo aisa lagta tha mano koi farishta dharti pe utar aaya ho, ek dam masum, pyara aur bhola.
Ye ab roj ka mera kaam ho gaya tha wo jab bhi so jata main usake paas jake usko dekhati rahati aur jab mujhe lagata koi dekh lega main jake so jati. Mere college start ho gaye the isliye mujhe ab roj college jana padata tha and uska abhi college start hone me time tha so he used to be at home. Main college over hone pe jaldi se jaldi ghar aati kyunki usko dekhane ke liye main bechain rahti aur ghar pahuch kar main usase baat karti…not much coz we never talked to each other but later ham frank ho gaye aur ab to main usase itna bolti thi ki wo kabhi kabhi pareshan ho jata tha. I used to tease him and he too never missed any chance to pull my legs. Ham ek dusare ki company bahut enjoy karne lage.
Ek din mere parents and other member went out and just we both were at home. I was as usual talking with him and then I went for studying. I was studying when he entered in my room and kept seeing me…I didn’t notice him seeing me continuously and suddenly I saw him and he immediately turned his face and went. I felt like what happened to him, but then I thought its just a coincidence that we saw each other at the same time. And I started studying again. And this time he came into my room and sat next to me…and asked
G:- what are you studying?
ME:- nothing just seeing some important topics
G:- I have something to say
ME:- ya say dear…why are you hesitating
G:- Pari…..i….
ME:- what ?? i…?? say it
G:- Pari I think I am falling in love with you
Hearing those words from his mouth I felt like am in heaven. It felt sooo good to my ears that it can’t be expressed in words. I couldn’t believe that really he proposed me. I felt like am day dreaming but he holded my hands and said yes dear its true am falling in love with you. And he waited for my answer
And I said YES I do, and I love you since I saw you first time stepping down to stairs. He looked surprisingly into my eyes and said
G:- what….are you serious???
ME:- yes “G” I fell in love with you at first sight.
G:- then why didn’t you let me know about it??
ME:- I wasn’t sure about my feeling
He just smiled and said pari…you are really a dambo. For all these days whatever you felt for me is love dear. And we both smiled and he just gave me warm hug and kissed me on my forehead. And said PARI I LOVE YOU and I said I LOVE YOU TOO “G”
To be contd…..
This is my true love story friends. And its first time I wrote any story so kindly send me your comments by mailing me at:
Pariinlove2703@gmail.com
I will wait for your comments but pls don’t give any dirty type comments. Coz I don’t want any dirty or unwanted comments on my love story.
Submitted By:- PARI

First Love

MAI CLASS 11 ME THA JAB O MERE COLLAGE ME AYI O BAHUT PYRI AUR MASOOM THI MAI USKO MAAN HI MAAN ME CHAHANE LAGA THA THA MAI USSE BAAT KARNA CHAHATA THA PAR DAR LAGATA THA MERI KUCH SAMJH ME NAHI A RAHA THA MAI KYA KARU MAINE YE BAAT APNE EK FRIEND SE BATAYA JISKA NAAM VASEEL H O MERA SAB SE BEST FRIEND H USNE MUJHE SE KAHA NAFEES YE SAB CHKAR ME NA PAD YE SAB BAHUT BURI CHEEZ HOTI H USKI BATO KA MUJH PAR KOI ASAR NAHI PADA DHERE DHERE MAI USSE BAHUT PYAR KANE LAGA YAHA THA MUJHE RAAT KO NIND BHI NAHI ATI THI YAHA TAK MAI USI KE BARE ME SOCHTA RAHTA THA KI KAL O SCHOOL AYE GI Y NAHI JIS DIN O SCHOOL NAHI ATI MUJHE KUCH BHI ACCHA NAHI LAGA THA MAI DIN BHAR USI KI YADO ME KHOYA RAHTA MERE AUR BHI JITNE FRIEND THE O MUJHSE PUJHTYE KYA BAAT H YAAR AAJ TUM BAHUT KHMOOS Q HO MAI BOLATA KUCH BHI NAHI BUS U HI MERI TABIYA THIK NAHI H MAI APNI CLASS KE SAB SE FIST WALI SEET PAR BAIDTA THA AUR WINDOW SE SAMNE AUR O BHI APNE CLASS KE WINDOW WALI SEET PAR BAIDTI THI MAI DIN BHAR USI KI TARAF DHEKHTA REHTA THA KI KAB O MERI TARAF DHEKHI 12TH WALO KA BOARD EXAM BHI HONE WALA THA AHR SCHOOL BHI BUND HONE WALA THA MAI USSE AB BHI APNE PYAR KA IZHAR NAHI KAR PAYA THA EK DIN KI BAAT H SARDI KA MAUSAM THA SUB TEACHER FIELD ME BAIDHE THE EK TEACHER NE MERE FRIEND SE KAHA EK KAHA JAO EK CHAIR AUR LE KAR AO MAINE APNE FRIEND SE BOLA MAI CHAIR LENE JAUGA TUM YAHI PAR RAHO MAI CHAIR LENE JAUGA MAI USSI KE CLASS ME GAYA AUR O BHI AKELI THI KUCH PADH RAHI RAHI THI MAINE US BOLA MAI TUM KO BAHUT CHAHATA HU US! NE KAHA MAI BHI MAI BAHUT KHUS HUA AUR CHUPKE SE US KE CLASS SE CHAIR LE CHALA AYA MAI US DIN BAHUT KHUS THA AYSA LAG RAHA THA KI DUNIA KI HAR KHUSI MUJHE MIL GAYI HO ISI BEECH HAMARA COLLAGE CLOSE HO GAYA MERA MOBILE NUMBER USKE PAAS THA AUR O MUJHSE BATE KARNE LAGI 12TH KA EXAM HONE KE BAAD JAB COLLAGE OPEN HUA TO HUM LOG PHIR MILE MERA BHI FINAL EXAM THA MAI KYA KARU EK TARAF PYAR AUR EK TARAF CARRIER MAI BAHUT PARESAN THA MAI KYA KARU MAINE APNE FRIEND SE BOLA MAI KYA KRU MERE FRIEND NE MUJHSE BOLA PADHI PAR DHYAAN DO AUR US SE BHI BATE KARO MAGER KAM MAI PADHI PAR DHYAAN NAHI DE PA RAHA THA MAI USI KE BARE ME SOCHTA RAHTA THA MERA EXAM BHI KARIB A CHUKA THA MAI KYA KARU EK DIN MAINE APNE GIRL FRIEND SE PUCHA MAI KYA KARU MUJHE KYA KARNA CHAHIYE TO USNE JAWAB DIYA APNE PADHI PAR DHYAAN DO MAI TO TUM SE HAMESA BAAT KARTI RAHUGI USKI BAATO KA MUJH PAR BAHUT ASER PADHA MAI DIL LAGA KAR PADHI PAR DHYAAN DIYA AUR ACCHE NUMBER SE PAAS HO GAYA MAI JAB BHI US SE YE BAAT KEHTA KI AO CHLE BHAAG CHLE TO USKA JAWAB THA NAHI JIS MAA PAAP NE ITNE LAAD PYAR SE PALA POSA MAI UNKE SATH AYE SA NAHI KAR SAKTI YAHI BAAT USKI SAB SE ACCHI LAGTI THI MUJHKO USNE KAHA MAA PAAP KA PYAR TO O PYAR H JO GINDAGI ME EK BAAR MILTA H AGER ALLAH NE CHAHA TO HUM LO JARUR MILE GE MAI USKI ISI BAAT PAR FAKR MEHUS KARTA HU MAI US AAJ BHI KABHI KABHI BAAT KARTA HU MUJHE BAHUT ACCHA LAGTA H AGER MERI SAHDI KAHI BHI HO JAYE LAKIN MAI US KO KABHI NAHI BHOOL PAUGA MERI AGE 22 YERA H…………………………………………………………………………… IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LO9VE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
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My First Love

Hi friends,
zyada yehi padha he k kuch problems ki vjese unhe unka pyar nhi milta he. aaj me aap ko apni story btane ja rhi hu. ye un dino ki bat he jb me school me thi. mere parents dono kam krte he or me unki ek loti daughter hu es liye school ke lot ne bad pura din me ghar pe akili hi hoti thi. ye sayd us time ki bat he jb me 9th me thi. me roz mndir jati thi pr ek bar mene notis kiya k me jab b vha jati thi ek ladka hmesa muje dekhta tha. phele muje lga k sayd ese hi dekhta hoga kyuki muje pyar vyar frienship vgera me koi interest nhi tha. me roz mndir jati or vo roz muje dekhta. pehle muje nhi pta tha k vo kon he kya krta he.pr dhire dhire uske bare me pta chala. uska nam raj tha. vo mndir uske mama ka tha or unhi k ghar pe rheta tha kyu ki vo vhape pdhne aaya tha. mere flate k samne k flate me vo roz pdhae krne aata tha kyu ki uske mama ka ghar vha pe b tha or vo akela hi hota tha or pdhae krke chala jata tha. vo roz muje dekhta or ese hi vkt bitta chala jata. muje bhi dhire dhire achha lagne laga. me b use dekhti thi. roz hum dono ek dusre ko dekhte. pr kbhi bhi ekdusre ko kuch b bolne ki himmat nhi ki. me mn hi mn usse pyar krne lgi. agr vo 1 din b nhi dikhta to muje achha nhi lgta tha. or jb vo 2-3 din bad dikhta to khusi se jum uthti. ese hi vkt bit ta gya. me 3 sal guzr gye pr hum dono k bich koi bat nhi hue. bs ek dusro ko dekhte the.or hmare neighbours ko b ye bat pta chal gyi thi k hum ek dusre ko like krte he pr kuch bol nhi pate the. fir b sab se chup chup k hum dono ekdusre ko dekhte the. vkt bit ta jata tha or me hmesha yhi sochti thi k vo ab muje bole k he likes me. me hmesa uske bolne ka wait krti rhi. pr pta nhi uske dil me kya tha mere liye. us ne etne time kbhi b kuch nhi bola. ha kbhi kbhi hi bolne ki koshish krta tha pr us time me pagal sharma k kuch reply nhi krti thi. ek din achank mene use usi k sath usi k ghar mese ek ladki k sath dekha. vo dono akele the.us time muje heart hua pr mene apne aap ko ye smja diya k muje uske upr trust he or use lightly liya or fir dusre din fir vohi routin ho gya. me use dekhti vo muje dekhta. sabse zyada mza to makrsakranti pe aata tha kyuki uske friends mere flate me the to vo mere flate pe aata tha. or hum dono ek dusre ko dekhte the. tbhi b hua k sayad vo ab muje akele me pa k kuch bolega pr usne kbhi koch nhi bola. mene bhot time koshish ki k me use jake bol du pr dr lgta tha kyu ki mere father or uske mama k bich bhot achhi bnti thi es liye agr hmari vjese unki friendship me kuch problem hoti or meri mom ko vo bilkul achha nhi lgta tha so i was quite affraid of my mom. or khi na khi ye b dar rheta tha k sayd vo muje pyar na krta ho or muje na boldeta to me ye nhi seh pati. ese hi intezar me mera time bit gya or ek din ek sadi me uski cousin muje mili or vo b vha pe tha. phele mene apne dad ko mna kar diya k muje nhi aana sadi me pr dad ne forse kiya to me chali gyi unke sath.or vo b vhi tha. i was so happy to see him there.vhape m or uski cousin bat kr rhe the.vese me jyada use kbhi bat nhi krti pr us din usine muje samnese bulaya or ese hi sadi k bat krne lge. tbhi bhi raj vha aaya or apni sister ko stane lga. or vo gusse me aake bol gae k aap abhi muje jitna stana he sta lo aap ki sadi k bat me dekhti hu bhabhi se aap ko kon bchayega? bs 1 sal he aap k pas jitna uchlna he uchal lo fir dekho kya hoga? tb us time muje kuch pta nhi chala k vo kya bol rhi he pr jb vo gya tb uski sister ne bola k next feb me uski sadi he. then i was socked. i had no words to say anything. ???????????????????????????????? pr fir bhi muje es bat pr bhrosa nhi hua muje lga vo sayd mzak kr rhi hogi or me vese hi use roz dekhne lgi vo b muje dekhta tha. or uske thode month k bad me ghar pe bethi thi tab mere dad aaye or unhone muje bola k aaj to mandir me koi nhi he mene pucha kya hua to dad bole k aaj to raj ki engagement he esliye. that time i was like dead. us time sachme muje bhot heart hua. pta nhi chala kya kru kya na kru.us time sach me muje esa lga k esi to uski kya problem thi jo vo muje kuch bol nhi ska or ese hi sadi krne ka faisla le liya.or sbse zyada dukh muje us bat ka ho rha tha k vo janta tha k vo apni sadi kr rha he to kyu mere samne dekhta tha?kyu mere dil me uske liye pyar jgata tha?or tab se mene uske samne dekhna bandh kr diya uska wait krna chod diya use bhot bhulana chaha pr nhi bhula payi vo bar bar mere samne aajata tha. us time muje sach bhot tklif hoti thi or gusa b aata tha kyuki uski engagement hone k bavjud vo mere samne dekhta tha pta nhi vo kya chahta tha? uske dil me kya tha muje nhi pta tha. use avoid kiya bhulana chaha pr dil nhi manta tha or fir uski sadi ka din aa gya.uski mami aayi thi hmare ghar invitation card dene. us time card dekh k me bhot royi kyu ki muje apne aap pr gussa aa rha tha ki kyu mene use apne dil ki bat nhi btae?agr bta di hoti to sayd aaj vha pe mera nam hota.or use me kya bolti kyuki uske dil me kya he ye muje kbhi pta nhi chala.us time mere pas rone k alava kuch nhi tha.or uski sadi b ho gae.mere dad gye the uski sadi me. unhone muje bhot forse kiya aane k liye pr kese use kisi or ka hote hue dekh leti.me itni b himmatvali nhi hu. us ke bad vo apne ghar vaps chala gya or kbhi kbhi hi apne mama k ghar aata he pr dad bta rhe the k usne apni soap yhi pe open ki he because he is a Fine arts student. pr uske bad use kbhi dekhne ki koshish nhi ki kyu k me nhi chahti thi k meri vjese uski life me koi pronlem ho.me b apni life me khush rhene lgi mene MBA complete kiya or meri b sadi ho gae. or vo b jo muje bhot bhot bhot pyar krte he.and u know what? i had love marriage.mene unhi se sadi ki jo mujse pyar krte he.kyu ki me janti hu hum jise pyar kre vo hume nhi milta to kitna dukh hota he. or aaj me apni life me bhot bhot bhot bhot bhot bhot khush hu.meri sadi ko 4 sal ho gye or i have sweet little baby girl of 1 year. ha pr hmesa 1 bat ka dukh rheta he k me uski nhi ho ski. pr dil se hmesa yhi dua niklti he k vo jha b ho jese b ho khus ho. Ha pr itna jrur bolungi k mere husband muje bhot pyar dete he or muje hmesa esi bat ka realise hota he ki meri kismat me sayd unka pyar pana likha hoga or raj se bhi zyada acha lifepartner milne vala hoga esi liye me uski nhi ho ski. yhi tha mera pehla pyar jo muje nhi mil ska. pr dosto aap se 1 bat jrur btana chahtihu k please aap agr jise b pyar kro use please bol do. ye mat socho k uska reply kya hoga. varna meri tarha puri life k liye use kho doge. Please show your courage to say your love that u truely loves he or she. Wake up guys…………………

My Love Story- Vicky

yeh mera first love h,,,,,,,,,, jo pura nai huya .mera naam vivek(vickey) h..mera ek seedha ladka hu bachpan se, kisi se jyada baat nai karta hu..ladkiyo se to bilkul bhi nai,, jaha ladkiya hoti weha se mai milo dur baag jata.. aaj tak khabhi narjre nai milai ladkiyo se……..
yeh baat tb ki h jb mai class 12th mai padta tha yani 2011(last year). hamare school mai 10th mai ek ladki padti thi jiska naam tripti(tanu)tha.. mai usse like karne laga tha..wehh 3 bhai bahan the.. uss ki didi meri class ke B section mai thi aur bhai 7th mai tha.. mai prayer mai jane ke dar se schl deri se aata tha par jb se mujhe uss se love huyato mai time se aane aga tha kyuki weh prayer karane 3 ya 4 ladiyo ke saath aage jati thi…. mujhe ussko jayada baar dekne ki himmat nai hoti par 2-3 baar dekh leta tha….jab wo muskurati to mai bhi hasne lagta tha aur jab roti thi to meri aaakho mai aashu aa jate the..
ek din mai schl se seediya chadkar uppar ko ja raha tha to weh uppar se neeche ko aa rahi thi, par wo apne frnds ke saath thi,, hum theek raate ke paas mile aur unhone mujhe pahle jane ke liye bola,, pr mai nai gaya, mai side ho gaya,, mai dusri aur muh karte huye bola ki aap chale jao….aur weh sb log chale gaye, mujhe yaad h ki ussne peeche mudkar dekha tha….ab to mai ghar ko jane waqt bhi usss se aaghe jata aur mudkar peeche ko dekhu to weh bhi mujhe dekhti thi…. mujhe shak tha ki ussse mujse bhi pyaar ho gaya tha, par yakin nai tha….kyuki mai ussse jyada nai dekhta tha taki kisi ko shak na ho jaye…. jb mai schl nai aata to weh meri class mai jakti thi…. interwel ke waqt hamesha mai akele khada hota tha…. aur weh as pass khdi ho jati to mai dur chale jata,,,, ek din to mujhe lagta tha ki ussne mujhe propose kiya,,,, kyuki hum chadeewari mai the schl roof ki, to mai last kone tha aur weh beech mai thi, auur hamare beech lagbhaag 6-7 bacche the …. aur weh weha se haaath hila rahi thi,, . aur muskura rahi thi maine bhi haath hila diya.. par uss time wo kmina dobara aa gaya(kamal)  sayad ussko pata tha ki hum ek duss re se love kte h…. ab maine  class mai ek ladke ko ye sb btaya kyuki frnds(kamal) mai share to hota hi(yehi wo cheez jisko maine galat kiya)ussne kaha ki mai uss ladki ko janta hu,, kyuki weh pahle mujse pyaar karti thi..maine kaha kya weh tujhse ab bhi love karti h..to weh bola ha karti h.. aur aisa bhi bol raha tha ki hamare beech pahle se hi thoda kuch h…. uss ne kaha agar tu kehta h to mai tere liye baat karta hu uss se,, mai ha keh di,, aur bolne laga ki 1 month lag jayega baat karne mai..maine haa kar di…
ab mai khus tha…. kyuki mujhe jindigi mai jo chahiye tha wo mujhe mil raha tha…. par yeh meri galatpahmi thi kyuki ussne mujhe dokha diya…. uss ne seedhe keh diya ki kaam nai huya…. maine kaha tujh se ab vishwaas uth gaya bhai.. 1 month tk maine bhi kuch nai kiya.. ab december aa gaya tha… iss ke baad chuttiya pad jati to jo karna tha mujhe karna tha… par uch jayada nai ho saka bus itna pata chal gaya ki wo love karti thi mujhse, aur mai bhi… january mai chuttiya.. february mai pre board aur practicls… phir kaha ki board wale ghar mai hi rah kar self study karo…. last time tb dekha jb hamara physics ka paper th 18 march ko tha.. aur unka english……..uss din mai bahut khus tha kyuki aaj ussko ek mahine baad dekhunga, par ussne mujhe ignore kar diya,,,, pata nai kyu…….uss din se yehi sochta hu ki ya to ussne mujhe nai dekha.. agar dekha to ignore kyu kiya…. ignore kiya to phir weh kya tha jo weh school mai tha hamare beech……par ek baat to h wo mujhse  i love u nai bol paayi aur na hi mai….aur weh isss saal ki 3 rd number ki topper h yeha ki…..par mujhe uss se acchi ladki ab nai milegi…. maine uss ke naam apni zindigi kar di h….. mujhe ab bhi yaad h ki 18 march ke baad maine ussko 25 apri ko 1 second ke liye chalti car mai dekha aur last time…. 2 second se liye usski jalak dekhi 31 june ko dekha……………………… par mai itna janta hu ki——————– she likes me a lot but i dont know she loves me or not

One Side Love Story

Ek Bar Ek Ladka Ek Ladki Ko Bahut Pyar
Karta Tha…..
Ek Din woh Himmat Kar Ke Uske Pass
Gaya Or Bola….
Boy :- Hi, how Are You…..???
Girl:- Hi,
I’m Fine And Tell You….??
Boy: – I’m Also Fine.
Mujhe Tumse Kuchh Kehna Tha….
Girl :- Ha Bolo…

Boy:- I Like You, Do You Like Me…..???
Girl:- No, No…!!
Boy :- I Love You Very Much, You Are
My World….
Girl :- Sorry, But I Can’t Love You….
Ladka Rone Lagta hai Or Waha Se Chala
Jata hai
Ladki Usey Ignore Kar Deti Hai Or 2 Dino
Ke Baad Study Ke Liye Waha Se Dur Chali
Jati Hai…..
Ladka Uski Yaad Mai Humesh Udaas
Rahne Lagta hai
Par Duniya K Samne Jhuthi Muskan Liye Man hi Man Ush
Ladki Ko Yaad karta Tha….
24 hours Usi Ki Yaad Mai Duba Rehta
Tha………
Ek Din Uska Friend Uske Ghar Aata Hai
Aur Jab Use Malum Hota Huaa Ki Uske
Friend K Ye Halat Us Ladki K Karan
Huyi Hai
To Usne APne Friend Se
Puchha…..
Friend :- ” Jab Wo Tumhe Pyar Hi Nahi
Karti To Tum Usse Pyar Kyo karte
Ho…. Tumhe Aur Koi Mil Jayegi
Jab Ladke Ne Jo Answer Diya Usse
Uske Friend Ki Aakhe Niche Ho Gayi……
Ladke Ne Bola :-
”HASEEL KARKE TO HAR KOI PYAR KAR SAKTA Hai,
MAGAR KHOKAR BHI KISI KO PYAR KARNA He 
ASLI PYAR HAI .”

Adhura Prem

Hi,
Doston Mera naam sandeep hai mai Aaj apko apne adhure prem ke baare me batane ja raha hoon. (Ye meri real Hindi love story hai)
Mai SATNA M.P ka rahne wala hoon Aur Bca kiya hai
padhai ke dauran Poor familiy hone ke karan mai himmat bandh kar ek coching me computer teaching karne laga BCA 3rd sem se mere join karne ke 5 din baad ek ladki apni chutti ke baad class ai

Hight choti thi naam tha sheela pandey ekahara badan savla rang maine dekha aur man hi man pasand karne laga wo Bsc 2nd sem me thi. Dheere dheere waqt beetta gaya ham apas me thodi baaten karne lage wo jara si baat ke qustion ke ans ke liye bahane karke bulati aur mai solve kar deta. Uska coching ane ka time tha shaam ko 5 se 6 tak ka. Par sab padh kar chale jate aur wo padhai ke bahne jyada der tak coching par rukne lagi 7 baje coching band karna hota tha mai nahi samajh paya tha ki wo kyo akele ruki rahti hai.
Shayad wo mujhe like karne lagi thi.Samay bitta gaya 3 mahine ho gaye use padhate dheere dheere mai bhi use pasand karne laga aur mujhe lagta kab din ho jaye aur mai coching padhane ke liye jauo.Roj ki tarah mujhe 5 baje ka intjar rahne laga ki wo ati hogi ane ke baad 15 minut tak koi baat nahi karti thi. Par mujhe uska gussa bhi accha lagne laga tha Usi batch ke student Sharda yadav jo ki 30 ke shadi suda the 2 saal baad mere friend ban gaye hain wo sab samjhte the par wo bahut sidhe insan the Aur har baat ko has kar hata dete. Jis din mai coching na jau to sheela ka man nahi lagta aur wo jaldi hai ghar ko chali jati uska ghar coching se 1k.m hi door tha
Sheela ke paas mobile phone nahi tha usne Naya mobile lene ki baat kahi aur mujhe 1000 rupaye diye boli aap ko insab ki jankari hai aap mujhe ek phone la dijiye maine samsung ka simple mobile lakar de diya 1 week ho gaya usne no tak nahi diya
kisi bahane se ek blank Sms kiya maine call kiya to kahane lagi chote bhai se galti se msg chala gaya hoga. dheere dheere 1 mahina ho gaya ham ek dusre ko dosti wale msg joke bhejne lage aur phir apne baare me kuch na kuch ek dusre ko msg karte rahte. wo bhi mujhe pasand karne lagi mera msg uske pas usk msg mere pas nahi Ata to poora din sochna padta msg kyo nahi aya Hum dono jyadatar SMS se hi kam chalate baat bahut kam hi phone par karte uski coching poori ho chuki thi wah coching chodne wali thi Aur wo samay Aa hi gaya jab usne coching chod di wo din tha 17 july 2011 kuch din ke baad maine bhi coching chod kar koi dus ra kam khojne laga US se Sms se hi baat hoti rahi hamari akhari mulakat 21 nov 11 ko hui wo Mera sabse yaadgar pal tha. Itna sab ho gaya mai bhi use chahta aur wo bhi mujhe par wo khati hum acche dost hai
Hum dono ne Sach kahne ki himmt nahi juta pai. mai usse bahut pyar karne laga tha Par I love u na kah paya janury 2012 ko us ne Msg kiya mujhe bhool jao ye sirf ek ittefaq tha.Meri shadi tayi ho gaye hai. Mai pagal sa rahne laga jis Mandir me jata yahi mangta ki uski shadi ruk jaye aur wo meri ban jaye Par kahi kuch nahi hua. usne apna mobile no band kar liya. Aur maine bhi apna no nahi badla 5 mahine baad 11 june 2012 ko raat 8 baje ek unknown no se call aya wahi dabi si patli awaj aap sandeep baat kar rahe hain maine kaha ji kahiye phir usne 2 minut baat ki kya kam karte hai. MCA karenge ki nahi bas yahi se Meri prem kahani khatam ho gai thi uski shadi hone wali thi shayad Ho bi gai ho koi khabar hi nahi pata chali wo kaha hai kaisi hai
kuch bhi Ho mujhe apne par garve hai ki Bhale hai usne mujhe dhoka diya Par maine Us se sccha pyar kiya aur mujhe uske wapas loutne ka intajar rahega. JAB TAK HAI JAAN I love My sheela.

Lov is base of peace

Hy friends my self sandy (sandeep) meri story \"wo saksh jo mera ho kar bhi mera ho na saka \"aapne padhi hogi meri apni story main hum isliye nahi mil pate kyonki usne kabhi chaha hi nahi ki hum mile lekin kuch logo ka to saathi bhi saath deta hai phir wo kyo nahi mil pate mene bhi bahut si story padhi lekin jyadatar stories ki kahaniyan unke parents ke karan ruk jati hai humare parents apni jhooti shaan, jaat paat, andh viswaas ke karan humari khushiyo ko tod dete hai lekin hum unse shikwa tak nahi karte aur apne saathi ka dil tod baithte hai haan agar partner bewafa ho to baat samajh aati hai magar partner aapke saath jeena marna chahta ho to bhi yahi karna

chahiye kya yahi saccha pyaar hai?Nahi na are yaar saccha pyaar to marte dam tak saath deta hai meri kahi baaton ka maksad ye nahi hai ki aap apne parents se bagawat karo balki unko ye ehsaas dilaoo ke kisi ke saath unki khushiya judi huyi koi hai jo unke baad humari jindgi me kitne maayne rakhta hai ye hum bayan nahi kar sakte sabse badi baat jab baat sacche pyaar ki aati hai to poori duniya ek taraf aur saccha pyaar ek taraf bas kisi ko pane ki himmat honi chaiye koi kuch nahi kar pata agar humara partner humare khatir apne parents se lad sakta hai to hum kyo nahi lad sakte kyo hum uska saath nahi dete kya hume unse pyaar nahi ab aap log kahoge ki majboori hai lekin majboori sirf aapke liye kyo unke liye kyo nahi hai aur waise bhi mera manana hai ki badi se badi majboori bhi kisi ko kisi ka dil todne ka haq nahi deti kyo! nki kisi ka khoon karna jitna bura hai us se kai jyada bura kisi ka dil todna hai jab doo log koi relationship banate hai to unhe pata hota hai ki wo is relation me kitna khush rahenge ya use todne ke baad kitna dhukhi rahenge lekin itni si baat hum apne parents ko nahi samajha pate are mana ki unhone hume 20-22 pala hai,wo bhi humse pyaar karte hai lekin humari jindgi ki sabse badi khushi ke aage unka pyaar kam pad jata hai agar itni si baat hum unhe samajha sakte to koi bhi love story ka end bura nahi hota lekin hum apne pyaar ka balidaan kar dete hai jo ki accha nahi hai humari hi galitiyo se pyaar naam ki cheej badnaam ho jati hai are yaar pyaar dilon ka bandhan hota hai aur jab dil ka bandhan toota hai to bahut dard hota hai us dard se na tum jee sakoge aur na tumhara partner us chod kar hum apne haath ki lakeeron se khushiya mita dete hai kehte hai sacchi khushiya to pyaar karne walon ke pass hi hoti hai baad me hum unhe kisi anjane mod par milte hai to yahi sochte hai ki us din usne mera ya mene uska saath diya hota ho humari jindgi me bhi apne pyaar ke saath hone ki sacchi khushi hoti aur jahan tak parents ka sawaal hai agar jitna pyaar hum unse karte hai wo bhi humse utna hi pyaar karte hai to wo bhi humari khushiyo ke aage jhuk hi jayenge esliye apne pyaar ko pane ki har na mumkin koshish karo koi nahi kehta ki pyaar ki raahein aasan hoti hai lekin jahan pyaar hota hai wahan raasta mil hi jata hai aur sabse badi baat kisi ka haath thaam kar use beech raah me mat chodo kabhi khush nahi reh paaoge aajma lena umeed karta hu ki ye topic bahut se logon ke samajh aa gaya hoga.
So friends convense your parents and dont hurt your love.

mera pahla or akhri pyar

hello friend\'s

m shashi kant.

maine aap ko mere or pooja ki love story ka to starting bta diya , ab aage ki story v bta rha hu,,,,,,,

aap sabhi k liye 

1 Sacche DOST Ki Nishani-

Wo Apki Aankhon Mai Chupe Dard Ko Us Waqt Bhi Mehsus Kar Leta H Jab Duniya Apse Kehti H Ki.
Yaar Tum Muskurate Bahut Ho......

main class me 1 good student tha but pooja k sath jab mughe love hua to main apne aim se hat rha tha. meri or pooja k baare me poore clg ko pta tha , main humesa se pooja ko galat karne se rokta tha ,but wo bura maan jati thee. 1 baar main jabalpur (M.P) se ghar ko aayatha ,tab pooja ne friend k saath birth party me gai wo ghar se clg k liye nikli but clg na ja kar B\'day party me gai, pooja k father clg me acchanak aa kar uske bare me poocha ,so unhe pta chala ki wo clg k liye nikl kar clg hi nahi pahuchi. so wo bahut gussa hue. isse wo naaraj hokar pooja ko gls clg me add. dila diya. so main or pooja alag ho gye. phir v hum milte rahe. baat un dino ki hai jab main lst yr ki study kar rha tha, mera 1 operation hona tha,so main banglore gya tha.Dr. ne mughe kha ki 1 week tak kam baat karo. so maine pooja ko bola ki sayad main 1 week tak baat na kar saku. so usne kuch nahi kha. but operation k 3day\'s k baad hi maine night me 11:45pm par jab call kiya to uska cell busy ja rha tha. kaphi deer baad usne mujhe call kiya. or kha ki o apni friend apoorva se baat kar rahi hai, usne kha ki abhi operation hua hai so tum aaram karo. but mujhe pta tha ki pooja ne mujh se kuch chupa rahi hai. so main jabalpur(M.P) aane ka w8 kiya . waps aane par maine use poocha ki kya baat hai kuch badal gai ho , so usne kha ki kuch v to nahi hai. phir aise night me kai baar uska cell busy rahne lga, use jab v main is ka karan poochta to wo kahti ki apni frien\'s se baat kar rahi . so maine pooja k cell ki call dtl. nikalwai,,or uski frien\'d se mil kar saari baat batane k baad maine unka personal v le liya or jab no. milaya to kisi ka v no. nahi mila Q ki no. kisi ladke k naam par tha jo ki bhopal me rahta tha. so maine pooja se milne ka programe bnaya, jab wo mujhse milne aai to maine maine use pocha ki night me kise baat kar rahi thee , to usne kha ki apoorva se. so maine pooja ko apoorva ka no. btaya or pooja ki call dtl v uske samne rakh di . wo rone lgai or kha ki wo 1 ladke se baat kar rahi hai jo uska friend hai. maine p! ooja ko kha ki pooja jo v karna hai karo but kisi ko dhokha mat dena chahe wo main hu ya koi or. iske baad pooja ne mujhse milna julna v kam kar diya tha. so main pooja ko us ladke se alag karna chah rha tha Q ki mere or pooja k relation ko ab 3yr ho rahe the. but pooja mujhse door ho rahi thee.
1 din pooja ne mujhse milne ko kha ki garden aao. so main garden gya jahan par pooja or uski 3 frien\'d v thee. whan par pooja ne kha ki tum yahan se chale jaao meri life se door jao or kabhi milna mat, tum apni life me kuch v nahi kar sakte....etc.
maine kha pooja 1 baat main ab tum se kahunga jab tak tum meri thee tab tak tum meri life k baare me soochne ka right tumhara tha ab jab tum meri nahi ti mere baare me kuch kahne ka koi adhikar tumhe nahi . or maine use kha ki main mera raasta khud bana sakta hu or wo v wahan tak jahan koi sooch v nahi sakta . or wo wahan se chali gai. mere life me last time maine use dekha . uske baad main use paane k liye kosis karta rha or jab main lagbhag 5 month tak lga rha ,but wo nahi aai us time main call center me job krta tha.. phir main mere aim ko lekar chalne ka sooch kar aage bdha,

or phir main reliance power me envoirnment section me as a Jr. Scientist ki post me join kiya ,aaj main scientist ki post par wrk krte hue mujhe 1 yr2 month ho gaye hain..... so pooja patel ki aaj v yaad ko lekar din or raat gujarta hu or har baar man yahi chahta ki kaas wo meri life me phir se aaye ...................
Agar Kisi Ko Kuch Dena Hai To Usey Achchha Waqt Do, 

Kyuki Aap Har Chiz Wapis Le Sakte Ho,

Magar Kisi Ko Diya Hua Waqt Wapis Nahi Le .

My First Love

Hi
I am Suzen
This is my true story which I want to
share with u, me bohot choti thi 3rd std.
me jab muje pehli bar pyar hua………
Vo mere relation me tha….or
har chuttio me ham uske ghar jate the ,
bas thire-thire me use like karne lagi
…or phire muje pyar ho gaya jo shayad
1 sided love tha ….8 sal ki umar se hi
muje pyar………thodi nadani vali bat
he ,lekin uski 1-1 bat muje itni acchi lagti
thi ki pucho mat …agar vo koi kharab
kam kare vo bhi muje accha lagta tha .
uske phiche me pagal thi.Hamare pet
name bhi same-same the jo P se shuru
hote the(piku-prem) hamari aadte bhi
same thi .jab vo mere ghar aata to me
khushi se or sharam se lal ho jati magar
vo ye nahi janta tha.
Phir use hostel me rakh dia or me bhi
study me busy ho gai, phir 1 din ham
hamare ghar ki 1 shadi me mile.me kisi

ki bhi shadi me jati thi to bas sirf use
hi dekhne ,jab vo koi shadi me nahi
aata tha to vo shadi to bilkul bakvas hoti
thi .Uski 1 sister thi jo meri hi umar ki
thi & meri frd bhi thi , Usne muje 1 ladki
dikhai or kaha ye mere bhai ki nai girlfrd
he,me to dekhti hi reh gai,shadi holl me
thi vaha se ghar thoda dur tha phir bhi
me ghar chali gai ,tab rat thi me pillo se
mu chupake itna roi-itna roi lekin use
to ye sab pata hi nahi tha…..jab se vo
hostel gaya tha tab se vo bohot flurty
ho gaya tha uane bohot sari girlfrd bhi
banai thi . phir mene deside kiya tha ki
uski aaj k bad jo bhi girlfrd banegi uski
photos me ekkatha karungi or use jala
dungi mene vesa kia bhi…..

Ab ham kafi bade ho gaye the,
meri frd kehti thi k me good looking hu ,
mere tution & society k itne ladko ne
mujpe try mara tha lekin me kisi ko bhav
nahi deti thi kouki me bas use hi pasand

karti thi, ab to vo 1 ladki k phiche pagal
tha per me khush thi kyoki vo ladki use
bhav nahi deti thi or unka break-up ho
gaya tha.
Aaj 25th December 2010 tha , Or
har sal ki taraha vo is bar bhi mere ghar
aane vala tha Christmas pe is liye me
aaj bohot khush thi,……or vo aa hi gaya
ham har sal handshake karke happy-
x’mas kehte per is bar bas hamne ese
hi 1 dushre pe comment marke happy
x’mas bol dia or kuch bat bhi nahi ki or
chale gaye…mene use dhundha magar
vo khane pe bhi nahi tha..phir 3-4 baje
vo hamare sath yani meri or meri rfds k
sath party me aa gaya or meri best frd
ke sath join ho gaya , badme meri frd ne
bataya ki vo use bhi line marta h ,muje
itna bura laga or me use like karti hu ye
bat meri best frd ko bhi nahi pata thi.
Phir mene fesala kia k aaj to me
use bata hi dungi k “ I LOVE U” Rat
ke shayad 7 baje the me jese hi ghar

gai vo or uske rfd bike leke kahi chale
gaye ,Hamne itna mana kia phir bhi nahi
ruke, mere samne hi ve chala gaya or
me use kuch nahi bol pai , 8 baje phone
aaya ki pintu ka 1 chota sa exident hua
h or hame jana h ,mere ghar ke 4-5 log
chale gaye , lekin exident chota nahi
bada tha, jisme jeremi ki halat serios
thi lekin aaj muje rona nahi aa raha
tha or man bar-bar kehta ki ab vo nahi
bachega ..lekin meri 1 aunti ne bola k
jeremi ab mahi he tu mene unhe esa
sunaya or galia di sabke samne k sab
dekhte reh gaye …kyoki hamare ghar
me kabhi bado se uchi aavaz me bat bhi
nahi karte…puri rat or 2ra din bhi me roti
rahi
3re din meri badi sister ne kaha ki
jeremi thik he or use ghar la rahe he ,
sab uske ghar jane k liye kapde pehen
rahe the vo bhi simple,Lekin mene
kaha aap log ho aao me badme jaungi
us se milne, lekin meri d ne bola nahi

abhi chal or jo pehna h vo hi pehen
k chal , me samaj nahi pa rahi thi k
kya ho raha h , vo accha h phir bhi koi
khush kyu nahi h lekin jab sabko ROTE
dekha to samaj aaya ki ab vo nahi raha
…Vaha se mere ashu shuru hua me
roti rahi…muje kya pata tha ki vo aakhri
bar me use dekh rahi thi…Jab uski
deadbody hamne dekhi to chikho k sath
ham itna roye the jiska me jikr nahi kar
sakti ……..

Aaj bhi uski yad sath lekar rehti
hu..bas uski kabar ki mitti ..ab vo hi
mere liye mera pyar he…aaj use 1 sal
ho gaya lekin vo ab bhi mujme pehle ki
tarha hi Zinda h……..

MY 1ST LOVE IS ON WAY,AND I FELL SO EMPTYNESS

HI DOSTO,SARE LOVERS KO MERA SALAM
MERA NAM KUMAR VISHAL HE OR JINSE MUJHKO LOVE HUA THA OR ABHI BHI HE USKA NAM KHUSHBOO HE.

HI DOSTOOOOOOOO,AISA KYU HOTA HE KI KOII EK HUME ITNA YAD AATA HE KI USE DHAKNE K LYE YA DHAKNE K BAAD MR JANE KA BHI DR NHI HOTA.MENE USE 3 SALLO SE NHI DHAKA HE OR AB BINA DHAKE RHA NHI JATA PR ME KUCH KR BHI NHI SEKTA.I MISS HER MORE THAN MY SUCCESSFULL LIFE

WO DIN MERI LIFE KA EK NORMEL DAY THA 20/02/2006,US WAQT ME 6TH CLASS ME THA OR WOO KHUSHBOO KA 1ST DAY THA SCHOOL ME.US DIN ME NORMALY ROZ KI THRE SCHOOL GYA THA.NORMALY MENE USE DHEKHA USSE THODI SI BATE HUI OR SCHOOL K BAD GHR AA GYA . PR GHE AANE K BAB PATA NHI KYA HUA DILL OR DIMAG ME SIRF WO HE WO,AISE FILLING AA RHY THY JISE PURE LIFE ME US DIN TK KBHI NHI AAY THI,YARO KYA BOOLU AISA LEG RHA THIA KI JISE NATURE ME AAJ HAWA HA KUCH DUSRE DHANG KI HO.ME HOOSH ME TO THA BUT UNKE KASHE ME THA ME KAFI HERAN THA KI UNKE LYE AISA KYU HO RHA HE?.ME BHUT ROMANTIC MOOD ME THA OR ROMANKIC SONGS GA OR SUN RHA THA.AB TO US RAT MUJKO SIRF NEXT DAY KA INTJAR THA KI KB USE DHEKHU.NEXT DAY MENE SOCHA AAJ TOO AISA NHI HO GA BUT US DIN BHI USE DHEK K WHI FILLING AARHY THI,MERE SARE DOST MUJHPR HSS RHY THE DHK SALE KO PAGL HO GYA HE.HAHHAHAHHAA BUT MERE DILL KI FILLING KO JAANNE WALA KOI NHI THA.DOSTO AUR KISE KI TOO BAT HE NHI AATI ME KHUD NHI JANTA THA HO KYA GYA HE.US DIN MENE UNSE BAT NHI KI SIRF UNHE DHAKA.PHIR USKE NEXT DAY 22/02/20006 KO ME KAFI TYARI K SATH SCHOOL GYA BUT US DIN WO NHI AAY SB NE MERA MAJAK UDYA.PHIR AAGLE DIN WHI HUA WO NHI AAY,ME WSE DHAKNE L LYE TADAP RHA THA.USKE AAGLE DIN WO AAI TO MENE USE AAKH BHR K DHAKA OR MERE DOSTO NE MUJHE USE DHAKTE HUA DHAKA.PHIR 2-3 DINO TK KHI CHALA THN ANUAL EXAM SURU HO GY KAFI DINO K BAD UNKO DHAKNE KA MOKA MILA BUT DIFFERANCE YE THA KI WO 6TH ME KHI OR ME 7TH ME AAGYA THA,PHIR BHI MENE USE ROOJ DHAKA.HUMAER BICH KYA CHL RHA THA MERE OR USKE CLASS ME SABHI DOST JANTE THE SIRF UNKO HE NHI PATA KTA.....MENE USE 7 8 9 THREEE SALOO TK SIRF DHAKA KYU KI JB WO SAMNE AATI THI TO MUJHE TAFI DR SA LEGTA THA,DOSTO DR IS BAT KA KI KHI WOO MUJHKO UN LONDO KI THRE NA SMAJH LE JO JISM K BHUKHE HOTE HE AUR LOVE KA NATK KERTE HE.HA DOSTO AAJ K WAQT YHI HOO RHA HE KUCH GIRLS REAL LOVE KO BHI AAPNA NHI PATI YHI SOCH KR,AUR JO AAPNA LETI HE UNKE SATH DHOKHA HO JATA HE.YE BAT MERE DILL KO KTFI RULATI HE.9TH CLASS ME ME KISE KARN SE SCHOOL SE SUSPEND HO GYA THA,PHIR KYA AAJ ME! 12 MEHU MENE MENE USE 3 SALO SE NHI DHAKA HE BUT UNKI FRINDS SE ME UNKI SARI INFO LE LETA HU..OR AAJ BHI MERE DILL ME UNKE LYE WHI LOVE HE OR WHI PANE KI CHAAAHT.THATS WHY MY FRIENDSS I SED :

MY 1ST LOVE IS ON WAY,N I FELL SO EMPTYNESS.........

DUA KRTA HUU HR LOVER {SOUL 2 SOUL} MIL JAAY OR UNKO MERA LOVE SAMAJH ME AAYYY,WOO BHI TO JANE KI KOI{ME}USE DILL SE AAPNA BENA TADAP RHA HE....AAGE DHAKO KYA HOTA HE..........

AB ME UNKO EK BAR FIRR SE AAKHE BHR KR DHAKNA CHATA HUU AUR AAKHO SE DILL ME UTAR LENA CHATA HU.

Mera wo pyar kash pura hota

Hiii friends,
mera naam ravi hai aur mai jis ladki ko chahta tha uska nam tazkiya tha wo muslim thi.. Yeh story 3 sal pahle ki hai.ab me bca 2nd part me hoo.vaise to mai patna ka rahne wala hoo,aur mera real story shurat hoti hai 11th class se jo ki mai coaching me padhta tha.vaise to mujhe bahut darr lagta tha girls se par man kisi ke lie arman v sajata tha .jab hum coaching jane laga to maine use pahli par dekha aur kya mai to sirf usi ko dekna chane laga lekin palat kar dekne me mujhe v aacha nahi lagta tha...magar mai apne aap se majbur tha ,fir wo v mujhe reaction dene lagi aur wo v mujhe notice karne lagi aur maine v ye notice ki wo (humlog science se the,mai math se tha aur wo biology

se)math nhi padhti thi aur wo math ke class v karne lagi mujhe aur khusi hua hame clear hone laga ki wo v mujhe chahti hai. .mai to kai bar chahta tha ki purpose karoo mgr mai darta tha ki bad me kya hoga yadi nahi mani to. Holi ke chhuti hone wali thi jo ki 5 dino ke liye tha aur mujhe raha na ja raha tha. .when class khatm hua to mai apne frend ke sath us raste me khada tha jise wo jati thi mujhe dekhkar wo apna rasta hi badal di maine v soch rakha tha chahe jo v ho aaj kahna hai,so maine bazar me uske aage aakar kaha hello . . . . .bus itna bolte ke sath hi wo humpe gussha ho gayi ,hum chale aye again kai din bad math ke class se mai bahut last me nikla aur wo pahle hi nikli thi . .maine socha ab wo mere bare me kya sochti hogi mgr wo bhi mujhe chahti thi so mai apne cycle se ghar ja raha tha.raste teen muhani tha jo ki east west aur north ki taraf tha mai north se aate hue west kh ja raha tha to maine palatkar piche dekha to wo mera wait kar rhi thi. .mujhe kafi afsos hua but wo dekhkar jane lagi maine phir se jana chah raha tha par ja na saka socha kar mai ush se milunga par kay pata tha mujhe ki aaj uska last din tha mere coaching ka . . Mujhe kafi din bad pata chala ki wo apne village gayi hai,phir mai 3 mahine tak wait karta raha,par wo nhi aayi . .again pata chala ki wo yhi koi sa coaching join ki hai,to mai ek bar samne ! aaya fir decide kiya ki ab mai kabhi samne nhi auga
aachanak hal me jab mai exam dene ke liye station pe mujhe dekha aur wo maire samne aai mai dekha rah gaya aaj v mai use pyar karta ho and she is my first love.
Hum uske itna wait karte the ki sapna me v lagta tha ki kal vo aayegi . .

my love my heart my life

hey dosto i am nt writor but still i am going to tell u abt my love unka name naseem hai ham unse bhut pyar krte hai puri duniya me sabse jada.15 dec ki bte hai meri frienzo ki id pe reqest ayi bhut se logo ki they all are unknwn n ye v unme se 1k the usdin hamne paheli br chat ki unse ese ham 1k simple ache ghar se hai jada love n chakar me nai padte the n masti mauj tafri me xpert the us din rate me online the but ye nai jante the ki online show krta hai unse chat 5min ki byeee kr dia q ki rate me isi ladke se chat hamko acha nai lagta tha unko ye bte pasand nai ayi ki online hai fir v kaha ki sone ja rahe us din se ladte ladte chat hone lagi id pe bhut se logo ne prapoze kia bt hamne block lekin jb koi krta to inko btate to ese bate bete me inhone kaha ki ham kre to ham v delete to hamne kaha esa nai hamari life me jo hoga paa maa k standard religion ka to unko ye pta chala to pyar me unhone hmko sb galat btaya unke friend nebtaya but hamne kvi pusha nai sb janke fir

ham dono relation me hogaye bate chat krte the pyar ham had se jada vo v krte the bt kaisa pyar tha ham kah nai skte kuch kyu ki har mahine jb unko apna jooth yad ata to vo hahse dur jane lagte ham paresan hokar khana pina padai chod k rote n unko ph krte the but vo mera ph uda the nai bt pyar vo v krte to rah nai pate the phir ham 2no puri rate bte krte pyar bdta chala gaya fir 13feb ko bo hamse milne hamari friend k yaha aye jb hmko unki sach pta nai the kuch fir aur ! pyar bda aur ese din bite kuch din bade rate me udas the pucha btaya nai rate me kaha avi bte kro bd me padna kahene lage kuch btana hai hmne kaha kya rone lage hm dar rahe the jo bte hamko pta ti bo aj samne agai fir unhone mafi mangi but pyar krte the jane k andekha kia mafe to kr dia n kuch change v nai hua name hindu se muslim jis ne msri puri duniya badl di bt ham pyar unse etana krte the sb andekha aur ese 1k din mami paa ko pta chal gaya mobile n sb kuch jama hogaya fir v hamne ph kia rate mr jo hamse etana pyar krta tha sne hmko id se block kr dia ph udana bnd ham roye nase kati yaha tak jaher khaya but koi parva nai bs ye reply ma pa ne mna kia to kuch nai ham ese puri rate rote the fak id bna k ense bate krte ese 1k din rate me chat krte krte pait me dard hua 4din admit rahe bha v bte nai ki but hmne manaya ki ese kaise 1k din me pyar khtm fir ye hmse bte chat nai krte the to hmmne inko pareshan krne k liye 1k chat friend ko ha kr dia vo aj v krta hai bt ham nai jb enko pata chala kya hmne khud btaya ye hmse bte nAI krte the bt pal pal ki khabr hmse le lete the to jb ha kah di ye preshan kahene lage ki ham mrne ja rahe aur apki pic 1 k 1 kr delete but 1k br i love u bole de pyar to ense krte the ham bt kisi ko ha kr chuke the inka oppration tha mera v to fir hmne enko sb jane k ha kaha mami paa ka bisvas toda mera pyar kam hogaya tha lagta tha fir jaye ge aj bhut muskil se vo bisvas bna bapas but sochta hai ye fir chale jaye ge ma pa kahe ge na mere hindu muslim k chakar me mane ge but fir v ham unko etana pyar krte hai ki kuch v kr skte n vo v krte hai ab hamse jada aur mara 1k dost hai vo mer se krne laga kaheta hai mai paa k hindu muslim socho chod do but soochte lekin chod nai pate ap btao ham kya kre lekin ab ye bdl gaye hai hamko ham unko jitana use jada pyar krte hai let seeeeee merrriiiiiiii jindagi kaha le jati hai hmko kon milega hame but hamdono ye jane k 1k dusare ko behintiya pyar krte ki mali ge nai i love u naseem tooo much.