My painfull love ...

Hiee guyys myself Karishma... and me Nasik ki rehene wali hu... 
Main 8th class me padhti thi tab mere he school k ek ladke ne mujhe propose kiya uska naam Shreyas tha, me use pasand nahi karti thi but wo mujhe bahut jyada pyar karta tha.... tho mere frndz ne mujhe samjhaya ki haan karde aachha ladka hai ( vo mere se 1 saal chota tha bt age me hum same the )... to maine 1 month baad soch kar haan bola diya...
 Tho sab bahot khush ho gaye specially wo... to badme mera usse 2 year relation tha bt me serius thi bt jyada nahi... jab me10th me thi to tab se wo mujhe  ignor karne laga , issi wajah se hamara roj bahut jhagda hota tha... tho 10th k baad me usne mujhe ek bar bhi milna ya call karna jaroori nai samjha.. me bahot roi but badme maine ussay sare contacts toad diye , me usay puri tarah se bhul gai thi... bt wo mujhe abhi bhi pyar karta h.. 
Then badme me collage gai to mere new frndz bane, mene tution join ki to meri ek frnd bani jiska naam Khyati tha woh meri achhi dost se best frnd ho gai me usse apni sari batain share karti wo bhi mujhe sab bataati. Then usne ek bar mujhe uske ex b.f ke bare main bataya jo Khyati se pyar karta tha but isne use dhoka diya tha to usne khyati ko chod diya. Wo ladka Khyati se bahot pyar karta tha bt usne double date kiya tha to ekdin hum esehe 2no ghum re thhe to usne uska ex jiska nam adesh tha usko milne k liye bulaya to mene usko pehele bola ki tu jake mil me fhar jati hu to usne bola nai tu mil usko samjha mere liye plz... 
Tho maine fir gaa keh diya me use mili fir mujhe wo thik laga .Maine usko bohut bola ki kyun choda tune isko esa vesa to usne mereko bola ki pehele sachhai kya hai malum kar le phir mujhe bol. Tab mujhe Khyati ne saach bataya tho maine use sorry kaha to he was lyk its kk... Fir usay me aachi lagi usne Khyati ko bola but maine use kaha ki tu usse pyar karti hai na mereko nahi aana tum dono k beech me. Tho usne kuch nahi bola me bhi use pasand nai karti thi tab... but badme hum roj milne lage fir mereko bhi wo thoda thoda aacha lagne laga but maine distance maintain kiya hua tha... to ekdin esehi frndship day k din usne mujhe propose kiya maine naa kaha but Khyati boli ki mere liye tu haa bol then maine bhi ha bola sab achha chal raha tha dhire dhire me serius ho gai uspe n wo bhi jyada tha.... 

mujhse bhi... to mere kuch frndz thhe jo ji usko pasand nai thhe mera un logo m rehna bt still m usse jhoot bolke rehti thi to ekdin usne mujhe dekha unn logo k sath to usne mujhe boht bola woh rone laga phr mene sach me uske liye unko chod diya...woh mujh se bahut pyarr karta tha.. n me bhi hum har week ko apni aniversary celebrate krte thhe boht maje krte thee... wo mera boht khayal rakhta tha usne uske ghar pe bhi humare bare m bola mujhe ghar pe bhi leke gaya... sab ko me pasand thi... thn 1saal hamara sab kuch achhe se cgl ra tha me kab kaha ja ri hu kitne tym k liye ja ri hu kiske sath ja ri hu kab aaungi sab use batana padta tha... wo boht he jyada possesive tha boht pyarr krta tha mujhse n shadi bhi karna chahta tha or me bhi boht pyaar krti thi to hume decide kiya ki hum age jake shadi karenge fie meri 11th khatam ho gayi n me 12th me aai pehele sab thik chl ra tha bt achanak ek din ek ladka h jise me bhai manti thi jo adesh ka bst frnd tha pehele bt usne hamara relatn todne ki koshsh ki thi to isne usse bat karna bnd kiya tha n meko bhi nai krne deta tha to me fir bhi chup chup k baate krti thi cz me usko bhai manti thi woh rakshabandhan ko ghar pe aya tha mere bt meko malum nai tha baad me ghar jake mujhe pata chala... fir usko boht din ho gaye the to mene adesh se sab chupaya kyu ki usko mujhe hurt nai karna tha... bt ekdin hum esehe sath me bethe the to uska means mene jisko bhai msna tha uska achanak cll aya n adesh k pass mera phn tha or usne utha liya... jab usko pata chala ki me abhi bhi baat krti hu usse to usko boht jyada hurt hua usne mujh se baat he nai ki n chala gaya... mujhe boht bura laga n yhn uska n adesh ka mere upar se jhagda hua to usne adesh ko dhamki di ke me uske ghar pe bol dunga asa vesa to adesh ne gusse me ake mujh se break up kiya bt me boht royi mene boht samjhaya usko thn wo mana bt badme usne mujhe kaha ki me tumse shadi nai kr sakta kyu ki tum ne mujhe boht hurt kiya h.... asa vesa usne sare promisses ek jhatke me tod diye ye kehkr ki mere gharwale nai manenge... m boht royi boht samjhaya usko bt vo last tak yahi keheta raha ki me shadi nai kr sakta lyftym tumhare sath rahunga bt shadi nai kr sakta... mijhe boht bura laga aj tak vo yahi keh ra hh... bt mera mann nai man raha issiliye m bar bar usko manati hu bt vo yehh keheke chala jata h ki age ka age dekhenge tu hopes mat rakh bt mene boht dreams dekhe h mujhe shadi krni h marte dam dak mujhe uske sath rehna h yeh baat usko samajh nai aati... vo ab mujhe jyada seriusly nai lete jo krna h kr ab hamare bich me kuch bhi pehela jesa nai ra m boht miss krti hu wo pehele dino ko jo mene uske sath bitaye abhi hum relatn me to h bt sirf nam k liye... bt still m boht pyar krti aj bhi jodne ki koshsh krti hu bt wo intrest nai dikhata ... frndzz i really luv him n i knw tht i made a mistake bt sirf ek mistake ke liye itna badi punishment is nt ok na yarr... mene usko bola ki plzz mere liye stand lo apne gharvalo ko manao hum dono apna sath nai chodenge kabhi bt vo stand bhi lene k liye tayar nai h q ki vo ab serius raha he nai use kuch lena dena h he nai.... kya karu m frndzz i cnt leave widout himm... kese samjhau m usko???? mera pyar sachha h..

Stort by: karishma Abhale, Nasik

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