meri life meri jaan sanju hai

hi friends aaj mein apko apni story share kar raha hoo kyun ke mere paas aaisa koi nahi hai jisse mein yeh sab share kar sako dosto mein ek ladki se bahut pyar karta hoo hum dono sath mein hee school padhte the ek hee building mein rehte the hum sirf ishare mein baat karte the school se ghar aane ke baad bhi hum ek dusre ko dekhte rehte the magar hum dono mein se kisi ke paas itni himmat nahi thi ke hum ek dusre se aake baat kare. ek din aisa aaya ke mujhe woh building chodni padi or sath hee mein woh school bhhi mein usse bahut door ja raha tha mera dil nahi kar raha tha jaane ka magar mein kya karta

mere daddy leke ja rahe the or uss time mein sirf 16 years ka tha. mujhe woh building chodne ke baad bahut dukh hoa uski yaad bhi bahut aati thi magar mein jaha shift hoa tha woh waha se kafi door tha or mujhe raasta bhi nahi pata tha ke mein jaake usse dekh sako. phir zindagi ki race mein mein itna busy ho gaya ke meine piche modd ke dekha hee nahi bus aage nikalta gaya aaj mein 23 years ka hogaya hoo or mein aaj bhi usse pyar karta hoo dosto 6 ya 7 saal guzar gaye hai usse dekha bhi nahi mein magar achanak mujhe ek sapna yaa 10 december 2011 ko ke woh mujhe bola rahi hai bahut roo rahi tab se mein usse dhund raha hoo mein usse dhundne apni porani building mein gaya magar waha se pata chala ke woh log yaha se shift hogaya phir mein bahut koshish karke yeh pata laga liya hai ke woh log kaha shift hoe hai. mujhe sirf abhi uski building ka naam pata hai magar mein kya karo kuc! h samajh mein bhi nahi aaraha hai kyun ke uske bhai mere bachpan k dost hai or apne waje se kisi ko bhi takleef nahi dena chahta bus itna chata ho ke woh mujhe kaise bhi karke mil mujhe pata nahi woh mujhse pyar karti bhi hai ya nahi magar mein sirf ek bar koshish zaror karna chahta hoo shayad woh bhi mera intezar kar rahi hogi agar nahi toh mein sirf ek bar usse baat karna chahta hoo agar woh mere shadi karne ko tayyar hai toh thik hai warna mein hamesha uski life se chala jaonga bus sirf ek bar baat karna chahata hoo so friends pls pls pls pls pray for me ke mujhe woh mil jaye.......meri life me sanju (poonam) naam ki ek ladki hai jo jabalpur me hai. thik 12/03/2011 ko usne hum galti se msg kiye aur humko lag ki koi dost hai aur hum us time par ye ladkiyo ko nahi samjhte the pyar nahi jante the to humne is ladki par viwas nahi kiye sanju ne humse pehle friend ship ki humne ok bola aur fir unse dosti ki us din sayad humari life k pehle din the aur wo ladki humse itni aachi dosti ki us din humko ek best friends par usne humko aapni life ki har ek baat bol chuki thi ki hum koi aur se pyar karte hai aur bahut si baate thi sayad wo dard me jada thi unki life me sirf tanhai thi aur kuch nahi humne socha yaadi koi ko ek pal khusi nahi de sakte to gum we kyu de humne unse dosti ki fir unke dard ko samjhne lage jab humne unse pehle bar mile to jabalpur me 2 numbar get k paas mile the humne unke upar ki kuhsi jo dikhne ki hoti hai wo dekhi fir humne unki aakho me dard aur tanhi dekhi jo humko unki dost baane par majbur ki aur wo fir humari har baat ko manti pehle wo har chiz ko bhula chuki thi jyse aapne khayal rakhne aur time par khane pani ye sab wo chod chuki thi par hum bolte to jaldi manti hum hum bhopal se kuch pal k liye jabalpur aaye dada ji ki deth ko ek saal ho gaye the to ghar me pooja thi usmi aur unse milne we us din 24/03/2011 thi humne unse mile aur fir humko mata rani k darsan k liye aapne friend sunny k saath jana the to hum bhopal aagye the bapis humko bhopal se dusre din saam ko nikane the hum bhopal se nikle usi time sanju ka call aaye bol! ti hai a ap humre liye kya duaa karo ge humne sirf khusi boli aur wo humse aadr numbar se baat karti thi ustime par sayad 1 pesih wale koi sikim nahi thi uske baad we humse wo rim k numbar par 8 ghante thek baat karti thi kabhi unne humse call karne nahi bola wo hi humko call karti thi aur aaj we karti hai humko kabhi koi we chiz ki jarurat padti to wo pura karti humse aur hum unko khus dekhne k liye jaan we de sakte hai ye unko we maluma the aur fir yuhi hum log ek dusre ko khusi dete fir humre bday aaye 14/06 ko us din unko dekhne wale aane wale the aap socho meri life kitni buri hogi us din par wo humko nahii boli ki aaj humre ko dekhne wale aane wale hai par hum unki baato se jhooti khusi se samjhe gaye unne rote rote bola humko dekne wale aaye hai samjo humko ek dard se huaa fir we humne unko bola humko ek gift do abhi bolti hai jaan mago de dege par humne bola ek choti se pyar se muskan do plz bolti hai nahi deni humne kyu to wo bole ki plz kyu bole hum aapko to sab de sakte hai to ye to choti si chiz hai humne unko fir se bol tu derahi ki nahi to bolo ha ab lo usme aapka haq hai fir kya tha dhire dhire humari dosti pyar me badal gaye humne unki har khusi we chin le ek dam se unki life me hum dard roj ladte aur unko tensan dete par humne unki kasam kahi thi ki unko jada khusi dege aur aaj dete hai unki tabiyat we khrab rehti hai. to hum unko jabr jaasti ek manth ke liye aayudin ki goli dilbai wo nahi khati thi humhne uske baad we unko goli kahne sikha diye wo khne lagi unki body me fark hai sayd is bar wo humse ab dur ho jaye unki saddi lane wali hai aur ha humne unke liye mate k 9 din jo upwas k hote hai unme 8 we din aapne hatho me kapoor rakhkar pooja ki wo ye dekha kar to hum se bahut khuse hai aur unko hum par humare pyar par we viswas hai my love my life abhi hum unka intjar karte hai katre rahe ge aur unko kabhi dard na dege aur unko humari jaan ki jarurat hogi tio dedege wo we
my love my life my life sanju my love sanju..

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