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Kya Mujhe Mil Payega Mera Pyaar

Hie all readers…myself sam am 19 year old nd…m a 2nd year clg student…
Kya Mujhe Mil Payega Mera Pyaar
I saw people submitting there stories..so I also decided to share ma story wid u people….
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One day I was using ma fb account..aur sabhi boyz ki tarah mujhe bhi girlz se chat karne ka shauk tha..mai sirf girk ko hi request send karta tha..aur request bhi sirf girlz ki hi accept karta
tha…on that time I was jzt interested in one thing tht iz flirt..
Maine kabhi socha bhi nhi tha ki mujhe bhi kabhi real luv hoga…ek din aise hi wen I was online I send requesr to a girl named ankita…meri request evening mai accept ho gayi..fir hamne chat start kiya..thodi der baad usne reply karna band kar diya..maine socha shayad bsy hogi…kyoki on tht time mai itna jyada confident tha..ki koi bhi ladki mai challenge k sath pata kar dikha sakta tha..m nt too gud in luks bt I hav nice talking way n I knw how to treat a girl…
Fir jab next day wo online aayi to usne chat start ki bt m full of attitude I didn’t replied…aise hi chalta raha ek..do din fir maine socha …chal yaar chat kar lete hai..fir maine chat start kiya she was behaving quite well…so mai bhi acche se baat karne karne laga..uske bare mai sab pucha..she told tht she iz 17 year old n she iz in 10th…den I told about mine things…aise hi do dino tak hamari chat chalti rahi..fir on d other day suddenly she proposed me…I got shocked..i askd wats tht she told she likes me n wan to hav relationship wid me..maine kaha sry m not interested..mai us time soch raha tha ki ye id fake hai..warna us time mai aur proposal reject karu ho hi nahi sakta…fir do dino tak maine use chat nahi ki…den she again n again msgin me to pareshan hokar mujhe reply karna hi pada aur maine use bta diya ki why m nt chatting wid her..den she told ki aisa nahi hai..i was searching gud friend n tum mujhe acche lage isiliye propose kiya..fir maine kaha agar fake nahi ho to apna no. do to wo bolne lagi ki uske pass cell nhi hai maine kaha ok den ye lo mera no. aur aur std se jakar call karna aur jab tum mujhe call karogi mai tab hi tumhare proposal ka ans. Dunga…..fir se wo excuse dene lagi..tab mujhe fir se shak hua par maine kuch kaha nahi..den usne kaha jab bhi possible hua wo call karegi..i said okkk..
Fir ham regularly chat karne lage..aur mujhe us par belive hone laga aur mai use like karne laga..ham 3pm se raat ko 12 am tak chat karte the..aur bich mai 1 hour 5 to 6pm ka break cause of her tution..fir ek din usne kaha ki kal mai bhopal ja rahi hu family k sath aur finaaly Monday ko call karungi…mujhe sun kar accha laga bt thoda sad bhi tha cause ab use do din tak chat nhi kar paunga..fir un do dino maine jaise taise timepass kiya ab mera kisi aur se chat karne ka man nhi karta tha ab mai wo pehle wala sam nhi rha tha..fir Monday bhi aa hi gaya ..aur mai subah se uske call ka wait kar rha tha…evening mai around 7 mera cell ring kiya unknown no. tha I askd whos diss pehle to koi reply nhi aaya fir 2nd time pucha to ek sweet si aawaj mai ankita sunayi diya..us time mai apne frnds k sath smoke kar rha tha…use meri es habbit k bare mai pta tha..fir hamne thodi der baat ki aur usne kaha mai thodi der mai karti hu..maine kaha thik hai…
i was so happy ..fir mai waha se ghar chala gaya..aur thodi der baad uska call aaya..hamne baat karna start kiya..usne kaha ab to maante ho na m nt fake ??? aise hi hamari baate hoti rhi aur us fir maine uska proposal accept kar liya 16 apr2012 8 : 47 pm bahut acche se dhyan hai mujhe…fir us din bhi hamne 12 am tak baat ki…ab fb ka column close ho chukka tha …ham dono pure time phone par lage rehte the..fir maine usse kaha after 12 bhi baat kare plz ,,,she said ok but mamma papa so jaye uske baad…us din hamne first time after 12 baat ki aur morning mai 4 :30 tak baat ki..summer days chal rhe n electricity ki problem thi n mere room mai inverter connection bhi nhi tha kyoki mera room third floor pr tha jo abhi hi bna tha..tb maine use baat karne k liye puri puri rate baahar bitayi thi uske baad to roj hi yahi routine ho gaya hamne kabhi bhi 3 am se pehle nhi soye aur sone se pehle ek dusre ko apne pas feel krne k liye ham call par hi headphone laga kar sote the …bahut accha feel tha yaar..ab wo mere liye kuch dino mai hi sab kuch ban gayi thi…usne mujhe bahut bar test kiya ki mai real love krta hu ki nhi..maine bhi bahut bar use test kiya tha..ab ham dono ko ek dusre par pura belive tha..
Fir maine apni mamma ko ankita k bare mai bataya..unhe hamare relationship se problem nhi thi..mamma ko uska pic dikhaya baat karwayi..unhe wo acchi lagi..aise hi din gujarte gaye aur hamara relation strong hota gaya…bahut fight bhi hoti thi ham dono k beech aur fir baad mai sorry bolkar rote the..use maine itna to belive kara diya tha ki m d right person 4 her m never gonna leave her alone…ham dono hi ab ek dusre se baat kiye bina nhi reh paate the..uske ek bhaiya the unhe hamare relation k bare mai pta tha…
ek baar hamari bahut jyada fight ho gayi thi..to usne kaha…mera fault hai na mujhe jeene ka koi haq nhi..aur call cut kr diya..mai bahut dar gaya tha..use bahut baar call kiya bt koi response nhi mila mai countiesly call kiye jar ha tha..fir thodi der usne call receive kiya aur kaha maine poison kha liya hai us time mai bahut roya…use apni kasam di ki jaakr vomit kare..bahut baar kehne par usne jaakar vomit ki..fir wo kehne lagi mujhe maaf kiya na warna fir pi lungi…mai us time kuch kehne ki condition mai tha..itna ro rha tha aur soch rha tha ki aaj agar ese kuch ho gaya to mai kya karunga fir maine apni feelings ko control mai kiya aur use samjhakar doctor k pas jane ko kaha..fir do din wo hospital mai admit rhi..ham ek dusre se bahut door rehte hai to mai waha jab hi nhi sakta tha aur uske family restrictions bhi the..jab wo hospital se aayi ..to use doctor ne bedrest ka ka kaha tha un dino mai uske pas to ja nhi sakta tha isiliye pure time call pr uske sath rehta tha..doctor ne use bolne ko mna kiya tha mai uski aawaj bhi nhi sun pa rha tha…fir jab wo thodi normal huyi to usne btaya ki use heart releted problem bhi hai isiliye itni jyada problem huyi..fir mujhe meri shona ki jyada care krni padhti thi…jab wo puri thik huyi to ham fir se der raat tak baat karne lage…
Ham dono milkar bahut saare sapne dekhe the aur hamare future k bare mai ki hamari shadi hogi ye sb sochkar khush hote the..even hamne hamare baccho k naam bhi soche the ARSH N ERA ..kya btau kitna accha feel hota tha ye sab sochkar…
Hamare relation ki bas ek baat acchi nhi thi ki agar koi ek fault kare to dusra khud ko pain dega..ab koi bhi apne lover ko pain mai dekhega to use aur jyada pain hota hai..
Fir ek din usne bataya ki uski mamma ko relation k bare mai pta hai..mai bada shock hua aur mai ye socha bhi karta tha ki ye itna baat karti eske parents kuch nhi bolte kya ?…par kabhi use pucha nhi…
Sab kuch bahut accha chal rha tha …uski joint family thi ..jo chacha unke sath rehte the unki ek beti thi jo ankita se age mai badi thi unhone ankita ko mujhse bahut baar baat krte dekha tha..unhe shak hone laga tha ankita par..ye baat usne btayi ki didi ko hamare relation ka pta chal gya to wo papa ko bol dengi aur bahut problem ho jayegi…mujhe kuch samajh nhi aa rha tha maine kaha bhaiya ko call karke suggestion mang le..fir usne tab call rakh diya fir 1 hour baad call aaya aur usne bola bahut problem ho gayi hai mai aaj baat nhi kar paungi..
Next day jab call aaya to usne btaya ki usne ghar mai relation k bare mai bta diya hai…maine use bahut daata par ab kya fayda …ab to sabhi ko pata tha….uske ghar walo ne mere bare mai use sab kuch pucha unhe sirf ek baat se problem thi…meri cast…m bengoli n she iz sindhi usne uske parents ko bahut manaya..fir uske parents ne uske saamne ek condition rakhi jo ki ham dono k liye near to impossible thi..unki condition thi ki use 2 year tak mujhe dur rehna hoga..bina baat kiye..wo log mere pyaar ko test karna chahte the..wo dekhna chahte the ki kya after 2 years bhi mere dil mai uske liye feelings waisi hi rahengi ???………jab ye baat usne mujhe batayi bura to bahut feel kar rha tha..bt koi option nhi tha mere pas tb maine kaha 2 years ki to baat hai..reh lenge..ye bolte bolte hi mujhe rona aa gaya..jiske bagair ek minute nikalna mushkil tha uske bina 2 year..ham dono us din bahut roye…fir usne btaya ki usne pehle hi ye condition manne se mana kar diya tha..ye wo bhi jaanti thi ki na wo mujhse dur reh sakti thi aur na mai ………..fir ham baat kam karne lage kyoki uske papa ne us par restrictions laga diye the….fir ek raat something 1 :30 ko jb ham baat kar rhe the tab uske papa uske room mai aa gaye aur cell le liya us din k baad se hamara baat karna bahut kam ho gya..ab 10 dino mai wo mushkil se ek bar call kar paati wo bhi sirf 10 minute k liye…bahut lonely feel karta hu mai khud ko …aaj hamare relation ko 9 months 23 days ho gaye hai uska last call 30 jan ko aaya tha aur aaj 9th feb means 10 days ho gaye…ab to bas uske call ka wait kar rha hu………….. aur in dino mai uska sath bitaya har wo pal yaad hai…uski wo baate …uska wo hasna..meri care karna..mujhe pyaar karna….ab to mai bas uski yaado k sahare ji rha hu…bhagwan meri jaisa kisi ko na tadpaye…….frnds tum kabhi pyaar mat karna..bahut pain milta ek dusre se dur jaane par..aur agar karo to use kabhi dur mat jana……uske bina main hi ji paunga..man to karta hai es akelepan se accha hai suicide kar lu..par wo bhi nhi kar sakta ..uski kasam jo hai….
Agar maine aapko bore kiya ho to dil se m extremely sry….
ye sab hone se kuch din pehle hi usne mujhe btaya ki she is suffering from cancer sunkar ek jhatka to laga tha..par ab maine sab kuch kismet par chodh diya hai ….dekhte hai kya hota hai….aap logo se meri bas ek request hai ki aap jise bhi maante ho use plz ek pray karna ki mujhe apna meri shone wapis mil jaaye …hamare bich sab kuch normal ho jaye…..
Submitted By:- Sam

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